Stuck In Fairy Tail (Book 1)

The Talk

Recap:
Alex- Natsu can i talk to you
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Alex pov:
Natsu- Yea what's it about * Everyone leaves*
Alex- Do you remember what you said
Natsu- Yea what about it
Alex- Your right i don't need to hold back anymore there no hide it anymore
Natsu- Alex
Alex- Nastu I'm fine you don't have to protect me but one day I will tell you why I hide my emotions but for now *standing out of bed* I'm fine
Natsu- Alex get back in bed
Alex- I been in that bed long enough I'm fine
Natsu- No i don't want you getting hurt
Alex- WHY ARE YOU PROTECT ME I'M FINE, I'M WALKING, I'M BREATHING AND MY WOUNDS ARE GONE
Nastu- Because I l- never mind just don't get hurt *He walks to the door* i don't want you leaving me too, so don't go dying on me too *He leaves you there feeling stupid*
Alex- Damn it i hate this how am I, Alex going to survive my emotions they can't come out never, it shows weakness *Talking to yourself*

I got my clothes and got dressed i didn't know what's going on I'm mostly the rude and shy and outcast person I don't really like people only if I know them but I think I'm going back to my old self I can't she's too weak i don't want to go back to my past

I walk in the guild everyone was glad I was ok i spotted the group they were talking i didn't want to bother them i saw Happy talking to Carla, and Pantherlily eating kiwi and talking to Sara I'm so happy for Sara i just left the guild i can't go on a job until I get better i went to the cherry tree and sat down and just stared at the sky

Sara- Is Alex ok
Alex- Yea she just has a lot on her mind
Sara- What's on her mind
Alex- I'll tell you when you get older
Sara- Man I what know now
Alex- Well i will tell you one thing it's a boy and something with my past don't tell anyone kk
Sara- Ok I'm going to play
Alex- Ok go have fun

I was back to relaxing everything was good but I felt someone was there the whole time

Alex- I know your there come on out

Jewel pov:

Everyone in the group was talking then Natsu came from talking to Alex i bet she told him that she like him i hope, she needs to opened her heart more

Gray- So what she say to you
Natsu- Nothing
Aphmau- Are you sure she wanted you alone with just you and her
Jewel- there something fishy about that
Happy- Aye i think sheee looovvvess youuu
Natsu- Shut it *blushing* she doesn't
Gray- Does someone have a crush
Erza- Oh he's growing up *Wiping a fake tear*
Natsu- No *sounding low*
Jewel- Oh really because your the only boy that as ever done that to her
Aphmau- Jewel shut up we don't need to say that it not are part
Jewel- Oh yea sorry
Erza- What now I want to know
Aphmau- No if we tell you she'll *thinking about what Alex would do to us* kill us
Lucy- Well if Alex is not ready she doesn't have to
Natsu- I want to know
Gray- Me too
Jewel- No i don't want a early death wish *Shaking in fear*
Sara- What's going on
Natsu- Can you do me a favor
Sara- Yea what is it
Natsu- Go find Alex and ask her if she is ok go it
Sara- Ok

I saw Sara walk to the cherry tree where Alex was there and then I saw Happy fly Natsu to the tree crap were dead i want to live, me and Aphmau were hugging for are dear lives trying to wish we stay alive for when Alex kills us later Alex and Sara were talking and then Sara came back and went and talked to the exceeds

Alex pov:

Natsu- Wow your good i can believe this
Alex- Natsu you heard all of that
Natsu- Yea so who the guy
Alex- Nobody
Natsu- *sits next to you* Tell meee
Alex- You can't make me
Natsu- Oh can i

He started to tickled me i laugh damn you Natsu

Alex- Na..tsu i... will.. tell you * trying to make out of my laughter*
Nastu- Ok *He stop*
Alex- Ok but first * I get up and run to the guild*
Natsu- Why you * chasing after you*

Me and Natsu are running around like idiots damn I don't want to tell him it's him because he won't understand i can hear people in the guild hall saying things then the guild doors opened to find Jellal there me and Natsu are still running around the guild but then I got tired and I ran behind Jellal using him as a shield

Alex- Hello I'm Alex
Jellal- Jellal you new
Alex- Yes
Jellal- so what did you do
Alex- didn't tell him something
Jellal- Oh well good luck

Then he move i ran crap this hurt running then I hide behind Gray
Gray- What are y-
Alex- just save me
Gray- No only if you tell us what you and flame brain talk about
Alex- Never
Gray- Then your on your own *moved out of the way*

'You dickface'

I ran and ran nobody wanted me only if I told them a secret of me or my what happened with Natsu and me even my best friends didn't do it i just stop i fall to my knees getting so air
Natsu- finally now tell me *pinning me down*
Alex- No
Natsu- you don't have to tell me the guy but what happened in your past

All you can hear was the wind blowing by and your mind filled with hate because of the memorys and your past, the people that you love and remember that betrayed you your head was pounding with the questions and the answers but you got the same ones

'YOU DON'T BELONG HERE'

Aphmau- Oh shit he did not just say that
Jewel- bless he's soul if he's still alive

Everyone was slience i was about to cry i struggle to get out damn he's too strong
Alex- No *a tear running down my face*
Natsu- I didn't mean to make you cry *getting up*
Alex- it doesn't matter just leave me alone
Aphmau- Alex he was just curious you don't have to be rude
Alex- Well if you can't deal with it you don't have to put up with me
Jewel- Alex were your friends you can tell us anything
Alex- Friends? Friends! Last time someone told me that they betrayed me and you guys will just do the same
Aphmau- No we won't stop this Alex this isn't like you
Alex- you know what I know that but, it's the new me let's go Sara I'm done for today