Forgetting How to Love (Niall Horan / One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Author's Note:

Hey people!! So its 10:00pm right now and I'm still writing this chapter!! I just really wanted to write more today so why the heck not?

Thank you for those who read the story so far, it means a lot :) I wasn't expecting many to read this, but I'm really excited to see what you guys think on this on-going series ;)xxx

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Kylie's POV:

As I awaken to the beautiful morning air, I find myself laying on someone's toned chest. So comfy, so toned! I lay on this chest and think about my night. Yes, it was an absolutely crazed night wasn't it? I think I had the best night ever, not to mention the amazing sleep I had. As I move my head up to see who I was laying upon, I see Niall's beautiful, calm face staring out the window. I freeze for a second, then immediately sit up in embarrassment.

"Uhh, sorry I didn't mean to lay on your chest. You could've wok-"

"No it's fine. You seemed very peaceful in your sleep, I didn't want to bother you," he says stretching his arms.

"Oh, well thank you." I say combing my hair with my fingers. As I get up to wash my face in the bathroom, I over hear Wes and Leah's conversation in the kitchen.

"Did you see them sleeping together?? They looked so cute. I think they should be a couple." I hear Leah say.

"And how their fingers were entwined!! It was like Kylie didn't even care about holding his hand or sleeping on his chest. We should hook them up." Wes says 'quietly' to Leah.

"Oh, good morning you two! How's your morning been so far? Anything new? You guys going to hook something I heard?" I say suspiciously.

Wes and Leah look at each other before Wes speaks. "Oh yeah, we were just thinking-"

"Save it Harris. Look its really nice of you guys of thinking of hooking me up with people, but I just met Niall! Plus, you know how I am about relationships," I say cringing at the thought. Yes, as much as I'd like to say no, I hated relationships. I hated the fact that once you got into one, there was always a chance that heart break would interfere. And you know what heart break leads to? Watching romantic movies on the couch all day with a bunch of ice cream and junk food and feeling no care in the world. How do I know? Because I've been in that situation. Right, I'm 'too young' to know what heart break feels like. Well, my age didn't matter, it was how my heart felt for this boy.

Flashback:

As I awaited his text, I force myself to think for the better. I've only known him for a year, meeting him in one of my tae kwon do classes, and suddenly I've got this huge crush on him? No, actually, I loved him. It was the first time in my life I ever felt this way for a guy. I knew in my head he would never like me back, but somewhere in my heart I knew he felt something for me. My heart jumps when I hear my phone ring. Its a text. From him.

From: <333

I'm so sorry Kylie. I never knew you felt this way. Gosh I feel like a douche saying this to you. I'm sorry. I just don't think we could've worked anyways.

Bam. My heart fell after reading these words. I knew it was coming, but I just couldn't get myself to reply to him. Then my phone rings again. Its a text. From him.

From: <333

I never told you this, but I actually did have feelings for you. I didn't think you felt the same way, so I sort of just, lost it. I'm really sorry Kylie. I really am.