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20 - 06 - 2013

my legs were trembling, my whole body was trembling. i stood in the crowd all alone, didn't know what was happening. she said she'll be back, but i waited for her and she never came back. she knows that i can't be left alone, she should know that. i mean, i've told her everything though i don't trust people easily, but how come she dumped me just like that? i gave her love, she gave me love, we both loved each other. why? is it because of me? the troublesome Jung Ho-Seok who is always become the public concern, is it because of that? because she can't be tied with me, maybe she's tired of me, clinging into her all the time. but why? can't she think about it maybe once or twice? she knows how hard is it for me. she knows but she still do it anyway and i can do nothing than sitting in my dorm, alone, in the fear. though i'll turn up the TV real loud, no one can ever replace her. she's my noise, she's my one and only, she's everything for me. even though the whole world leave me, i'll be okay if she's still with me.

but now, my condition is

the whole world is in front of my eyes, but she leaves me.

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