July 8th, 2013
almost one month i'm gone from his eyes. i wonder how is he now. does he scared? does he cry? does he sleep? does he eat? does he talk? does he feel lonely?
stupid me. of course he feels lonely. i'm the cause of that.
no, i did love him.
i still love him, i still want to see how he smiles, how he laughs, how he makes those corny jokes, how he thinks, how he frowns his eyebrows, how he slides down hands on my waist, how he talks about the dance competition.
will he be able to compete?
i left him, and he has no one to lean on.
ah, maybe he'll just keep go on and ask Yoon-Gi to be with him.
i shouldn't worry about him anymore, he's my past and i need to focus on my next life, how i'll spend my life in nice college, getting great grades, having family, and getting old with the ones i love.
but how to do that when he's the one i love the most?
damn it, forget him. i don't want the both of us to suffer right?
oh, maybe i do.
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Autophobia
FanfictionAutophobia; can also be described as the fear of being without a specific person When she left him just like that in the amusement park, making both of their hearts ached, what could be happen in next few years after that?
