"So are you asking me out or what?"I bluff. Cause honestly I really wanted him to
He smiles. "And what makes you say that?"
Damn he looked so hot in his Thrasher hoodie. One of my weaknesses? Guys that dress nice. Another one? Deep sexy voices. My...
Right after I got off the bus, I wanted to go back in. I was so scared as the school was huge as fuck and I had no friends to take me to where I'm supposed to go. They emailed me my schedule last night and I'm supposed to go to my home room class, room 243. I walk fast so nobody would notice "the new girl" and get inside the school. I straight away see the WC sign so I quickly go in.
There were two good looking girls in there talking and readjusting their makeup. They both turn to look as they see me and give me the friendliest smile ever. "Hey, I'm not trying to be weird or anything but which shade of eyeshadow do you think would go with my skin tone?" The girl with the blonde hair asks me pulling out her Kylie Jenner platelet. She was so pretty with light blonde beach waves, a basic outfit that she probably got from hollister and checker vans. I stumble with my words and say "ummm...I think the light pink would be cute." I tell her. I pray to myself they don't judge me as I have no clue on what the names of the shades are. They both look at eachother and the other girl, with really long brunette hair and dimples smiles and says "That was what I said! You have nice taste girl" she winks at me. "Thank you" I say shyly. "Ok ok, Miranda I'll go with that shade" she chuckles, she then turns to me and mouths the word "thanks" I then smile and quickly go in to the bathroom stall and wait for them to leave for some reason.
As I hear the door open and close, I leave the stall and go to look at myself in the mirror. What if there are really cute guys in this school? Will they find me ugly? I question myself. I erase those thoughts and walk out the bathroom to look for room 243. After what felt like eternity I finally found it and see that the teacher wasn't there yet. I walk in and scan the room to look for a seat. I feel the eyes of a lot of people on me as I nervously stand there.
"Hey, over here!" I see Miranda gesturing me over to her place. There was an empty seat behind her so I quickly go over and sit there "Thanks" I smile at her. "Don't worry about it, by the way I forgot to ask you, what's your name?" "Samantha but you could call me Sam" "Alright Sam, are you new here" "Yeah and I don't like being the new student, everybody knows each other here and I practically feel like the odd one out" I spill out to her. "Don't worry girl, I gotchu" she smiles at me as the teacher walks in and she turned around.
As homeroom was over, I walk out with Miranda and her friends "What class do you have now?" She asks "I think I have Chem and then history" I sigh "Aww that sucks, I have art then lunch" she rolls her eyes, "I don't think any of the girls have that either so I think you're on your own today." My heart drops. "Okay" I mutter and wave her goodbye as she walks away.
*school was over*
Today was the worst day of school ever. It was so fucking boring as I had nobody to talk to and also I sat alone on lunch cause I did not know anyone. I felt so sad and depressed. I really do not want to go to school tomorrow, I say to myself as I walk to the school bus which was currently empty. I walk in and sit at the very back corner so nobody would notice me. At this point, I really hated my parents for making me do this. Kids started entering the bus time to time and nobody sat next to me.
Suddenly a group of guys came to the back and sat down, one sat next to me and I thought to myself that it was my chance to make friends. But he barely acknowledged me and was talking to his friends the whole time. I guess he was really good looking and was too good for me but I pushed that thought away as I looked out the window the whole time until I got home.
No one was home when I got in so I went to get pot noodles from the fridge because I was so damn hungry. I used social media while I was eating and I see all my friends from back home posting about their first day of school being amazing. I switch my phone off and walk upstairs to change into a faux fur hoodie and sweat shorts with fuzzy socks.
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I then got my laptop and started to watch funny YouTube videos in bed until falling asleep and being woken up by mom telling me to eat dinner. That was when the flashbacks of the worst day of school came back. Fuck I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
