"Because everything is always about you isn't it Harry?" Louis mocked eyes locked with the tv screen, refusing to meet the eyes of his angry boyfriend. "Sorry for wanting to spend some time with my BOYFRIEND." I said yelling the last word. That was when he got up. "God your so needy!" He yelled back standing a few steps away. "You would be needy too if you got your head out of your ass and didn't remember what it's like to feel loved again." I screamed. His face hardened. "Just leave!"
"Fine. I will. But this time Louis don't expect me to come home again." I growled. "Yeah okay whatever you always say that Harry and yet every time you come home." The words made my blood boil with anger. "Fine Louis. You can get what you want. we are done. And I'm quitting one direction." I said fists clenched and jaw locked. I saw his face fall as realization struck. I spun on my heal grabbing a jacket off the hook later realizing it was Louis' and right before I slammed the door I looked over my shoulder to still stunned Louis and said very lowly "I will get my stuff in the morning." And then slammed the door.
I began walking quickly but only got down the steps before the door burst open. "Harry wait." He said eyes pleading. "I'm sorry" I stopped and turned causing Louis to walk into me. He stumbled backward a few steps. I pulled at my hair in frustration "No Louis your not because you do this every time things get tuff and I've had enough." I said and began running down the street. Soon enough I found myself at a gay bar, sitting on the stool I ordered a drink.
A few drinks later I found myself starting up a conversation with a cute blonde boy. I began to feel better mostly because of the alcohol and the boy who sat beside me. After a while of talking the boy leaned in closer and closer until our breath mixed and I slowly pressed my lips to his. It was weird for me being so used to kissing only Louis lips. But I liked it, though maybe it was the alcohol talking. His mouth tasted like cinnamon and of course the rum he had been drinking. His hands tangled in my hair which took me back a bit because that was something I only let Louis do. But he already started to pull away so he didn't seem to notice. "Do you wanna go back to mine" he whispered in my ear, his breath sending shivers done my spine. I concidered this a moment momentarily thinking of louis. Stop i scolded myself. I wasn't with him anymore. Finally I nodded and he took my hand and we weaves through the crowd of people. When we left it was still light outside. Though, we didn't get very far because someone grabbed my arm spinning me around and I became face to face with Liam. "Harry? Where is Louis?" Eyes on the blue eyed blonde who now was leaning against the dark wall. "Louis who?" I blurted. "Louis. As in you boyfriend. " emphasizing the last word. "Ex boyfriend." I corrected with a hiss. "Wait you guys broke up?" He asked before I could answer the blonde boy spoke up. "Are you coming love?" He said his voice laced with a sexy rasp. "No he's not." Liam growled. I turned to him "hold on a sec babe." He nodded and pulled out a cigaret and lit it between his lips. "Want one?" I considered it a moment and looked at Liam who was texting on his phone. He didn't seem to notice so I took the unlit cigaret and placed it between my lips and lit it, taking in a deep breath before choking in the smoke. I leaned against the blonde boy and placed a kiss on his lips. Ignoring the painful pleasure on my chest. "Harry?!" An all to firmular voice cried I could hear the hurt in his voice. I broke the kiss to look at puffy faced Louis standing frozen a few feet away. I glared at Liam. "You called him" I growled lowly. I took another drag of the cigaret coughing a bit the pain in my chest increasing. "Harry I'm sorry." He mumbled brokenly. "Like hell you are." I muttered and grabbed the blonde boy's hand and began to tug him away but Liam blocked my path. "Move." I said but he stayed put. I took another drag blowing out smoke in his face. "I'm not a child. I can do what I want. Now move." I tried again but he didn't move. I took another drag and as I exhale the pain increases. "Harry just hear me out." Louis pleaded and he began to ramble on And all of a sudden my lungs constrict and I can't inhale. I coughed my hand on my chest trying to sooth the pain from the outside. My vision tunneled and I tried to get him to stop talking so I could tell him something was wrong but he continued. I fumbled without pockets of my jacket trying to find my inhaler, it was then that I realized It was Louis' jacket. "Harry are you okay your turning pale." I weazed eyes wide with fear. "Harry wear is you inhaler?!" Louis yelled in realization of what was happening. I told him with my eyes it was at home. It was then that my legs gave out but before I could hit the ground Louis caught me hauling my in his arms and began to run. My Head felt empty and my eyes fluttered shut. " Harry stay with me baby." He said desperately I opened them my chest still heaving. When suddenly the world went dark.
At first I didn't understand that I was dreaming. Louis and I were walking in the park hand in hand just the two of us. The trees ruffled lightly in the warm breeze and the air smelt like roses. Everything was so vivid and colorful. "Harry" Louis whispered. And suddenly he wasn't by my side anymore. Our beautiful garden evaporated and turned to a dark muggy forest. "Harry" Louis' voice whispered again. I whipped around running through the trees and ruff. "Louis?" I called. "Harry. Harry I'm sorry." His voice whimpered from behind me. I spun around. My heart pumped loudly and my body was trembling. "Louis?! Louis where are you!" I yelled. "I'm here Harry." He voice sounded of an echo. "Louis your fading where are you going?" I yelled. This time there was no answer. "Louis? Louis don't leave me I need you. Louis I'm scared." I screamed feeling my body collapse. The trees danced in dark shadows above my head, singing a haunting song. I couldn't make out the words. I covered my ears trying to get away from it all, but it was like it was playing inside my head and I couldn't block it out. "Stop" I said. They kept singing. "Stop." I said louder. They kept singing. "STOP". I screamed.
I bolted up right, greeted by a sharp pain in my chest and an ache in my head. My chest heaved in attempt to catch my breath. My heart pounding and my body shook with fear, eyes squeezed tightly shut. I could feel the sweat dripping down my forehead and off my hair, I focused on my breathing and slowly began to become aware of what was around me. When I had finally caught my breath and began to relax A hand was placed on my back causing me to lurch backward and my eyes flung open. More pain shot through my body. "Shh Harry it's okay baby it's just me." My eyes met his. I stare into them my own eyes greedily take in his own. Setting the memory is stone. Almost as if I were never going to see him again. The thought sent a pain spiraling into my chest but not like the pain I have been feeling. This pain was more toward my heart. I continue to stare at him, he doesn't stop me though I'm sure I've been staring for a few minutes now. I missed these eyes. i missed the way his eyes were a brilliant stormy blue, and how the shined with worry. His eyes were sad, and puffy. And of course my memory began to recall what had happened. I stare at him a long while deciding on weather or not I should forgive him or tell him to leave. I couldn't keep living with the hurt and ignorance. But before I got the chance to decide he spoke up again. "You do remember me right?" I laughed but was cut short at once again the pain that shot through my chest that knocked my breath out of me, which made me cough and weaze. Louis went into the pocket of his jacket and handed me my blue inhaler. I took a puff of it. After breathing in the medicine I say "Of course I remember you I was just deciding weather to forgive you or not."
"Well?" He edged. I thought again for a moment. Already I missed the way his lips felt against mine, they way out hands tangled perfectly. I missed him.
Unexpectedly a tear rolled down my cheek. "Your too important to me to let you go that easily." I whispered. He let out a sigh of relief. "I almost lost you, you know. And I promise you I will never be so stupid ever again. Because Harry." He said looking me in the eyes. "I love you. " he finished kissing the head. I pulled him closer ignoring the pain in my chest. "I love you too Lou. I love every part of you. All of it every thing." I whispered. He pulled away then to look at me. "Really?" He whispered I looked back at him eyebrows furrowed. "Why would I not." He looked into his lap. "We'll cus that fight we had and when you kissed that blonde guy and." He began to ramble. I stopped him, "the whole time I was so drunk and I kept picturing you Lou." I said he smiled a bit. "You saved me Louis. Not him." I reminded. "He was nothing." I grabbed his hand pulling him into me. Our lips meet and the firmular warmth of his tongue invades my mouth. Our kiss is slow but no doubt there was a presence of fire passion and hunger. That I am sure Louis will take out on me later. I bit his bottom lip and he whimpers slightly; I end up breaking the kiss because of the constant reminder of the pain in my chest. And of course Louis always leaves me breathless. In that moment somehow I knew that everything was okay, I knew that no matter what I would always find my way back to him.
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Short imagines- Larry
FanfictionThese are Larry Stylinson (Harry Styles + Louis Tomlinson) imagines I've created/ shared. See first page for more info