This is love

Chapter 5

I couldn't just full on "abandon" Isabella or else Ben would think something was up...even tho something was. Me and Ben where going steady. I mean I loved him he was the only one. I didn't want Isabella...I mean yes as a friend but nothing more then that...Ben and Isabella started hanging out more often I thought she was just doing that to make me jealous or upset but I know he won't do what I did...wow I feel bad for doing what I did...Ben started talking to me less and he was a grade above me so I never really saw him in the halls or had any of my classes with him so we just really saw each other before school and after and we would all was talk on the phone but he kinda just stopped...I hope Isabella didn't tell him what happened...later that week Isabella came up to me and said she was sorry if she was coming on to far it just I "trigger" her...we become friends again well we where always friends but we just started talking again...that day I was walking home and this boy name Chris started talking to me...he was cute don't get me wrong but I loved Ben and only Ben... Me and Chris started talking a lot. I guess he was flirting with me but I never really thought he was I just thought he was being nice but then his best friend Melanie told me he had a huge crush on me since the first week of school...he just never told me because ether I was with someone or he was to nervous to talk to me... I then told Melanie I have a boyfriend that I love and I never want to lose...but when ever I talked to Chris it's just like falling in love all over again like I haven't felt this way since the first time me and Ben started talking...maybe I wasn't feeling Ben like how I thought I was...later that week I told Isabella to sleep over so it can be like old times. I told her about me kinda feeling Chris and how I don't think me and Ben are like the old time like I don't feel those beautiful anymore..she understood where I was coming form...it was getting later and she told me she missed what we did...the way I moaned and way I made her wet when I did so, how she felt In control of me. I then told her I miss it too but it's not fair to Ben she then said just brake up with him...I couldn't let go of him I mean I loved him...I think I loved him. She just said one last time Samantha. Let me make you feel good one last time. I said okay but last time and this will never happen again. Then she said okay, I'm going to get you so good, better then before, I'll make you cum all over me and make you feel so god damn good. I just smiled at that.she was going slow starting by just kissing me and moving down to my neck her hand was I between my legs but I still had my jeans on. She started squeezing my inner thigh was sucking on my neck but not hared enough to give me a hiky she slowly takes my top off the un button my bra and then she started sucking on my nipple I'm pulling her hair now making me moan. She takes of my jeans and my underwear she started rubbing my clit making me moan louder. She then inserted her middle finger in me making me yell out "fuckkk" and arching my back. She starts liking me up and down putting another finger in me "fuck...I'm gonna cum" I say then she goes faster putting in another finger so there was now 3 finger in me...she puts her tongue on my clit liking if fast and like never before...I soon came all over her...I told her okay that's it she was like "damn baby you got me wet, how was the last time?is it going to be the last time still?" With a smirk on her face I told her yes I love Ben he's the one I want...I think he's the one I want