This is love

Chapter 15

I took a shower, thinking of what I would say to her. She called me and I was just so nervous...she was stunning...the most beautiful girl I've ever seen by far. I was so nervous because I didn't want to say anything to weird her out. We stayed talking for at least 4 hours it was amazing we really didn't say much but just looking at her was amazing or hearing her voice. I never thought I would ever fell like this with anyone. I didn't even feel this with Ben it was weird but I liked it a lot...I liked her a lot.
**NEXT DAY**
My friends Ariana was there when me and Mona was talking but she was asleep but she knew I liked her a lot... Ariana left. It was Memorial Day. May 30 2016 me and Mona was texting and I got pretty deep...deep enough for me to tell her about my cousin and also about my past with cutting...(Ben and I would cut together...it's weird I know but he said it'll bring us closer) she told me the past is the past you don't need to worry about that now...I started crying a little because I felt like I could trust her and I knew I loved her but i cried because I knew how much it's gonna hurt if we ever lost each other. I told her I love her...and I never tell anyone I love them till I'm actually dating them but it felt like we where already together sense the day we first talked she told me she loved me to. I was so happy,then I asked her what are we? She replied with what do you want to be? Then I said it depends on you... She then say...okay Samantha would you be my girlfriend?
Yes I say she was so happy she said she loved me and all...I told Ariana and she was happy for me...I don't think I've ever been happier in my life...i know I barely know this girl but just the connection we had...not with our phones(: but just us every time I talked to her it just feels like the world stopped and it's just me and her and no one else, I loved it.