Random Love

About you

My refuge is my delusion
my protection
survival mode on
My soul is dying
In a state of confusion

Dreaming
Living
Waiting
Leaving

I've always been on my own
Nobody ever took care of me
Let me die here on the ground
On a road that was never easy
Let me lie here, let me drown
This is how it's meant to be

Night
Fight
Light
Sight

Your bright eyes
A pleasant surprise
I flash you a smile
You looking at me
Intensely, shyly
It feels good to be hunted
By that emotion I am still haunted

You came to me first
Blowing heart, violent burst
I didn't ask for your attention
Tried to hide this craving for affection

I dive into your mind
Erotic fantasies I find
Tie, bind, unbind declined
You and I are two of a kind

I wanna run to your arms when I'm in need of protection
Forget your betrayal and your half hearted sensation

If only I could force you to unsee me
Inhibit your shabby eyes to lay on me
Love me or block me

Fake
Take
Laugh
Craft

Already gone
On the road of hope
Still searching for a precious heart
A treasure, a pleasure to guard

Make your way to me
Here in need of your body