After the incident that happened in the shower, I decided Maybe I should ask what I did. As I began to think, JJ walked through the door.
"Hey baby?" I said.
" What? " He asked.
" umm.... I wanted to know Why you did what u did this Morning, I've told you numerous times I was a virgin so, Why would you- "
I didn't even finish my sentence, He had slapped me in my face and began beating me.
" Don't you ever question me again! " he screamed.
I was ready to give up on love, but I couldnt. He began to tug at my pants and pulled them done.
" No no No, please sttttooppp.. "
" Nahh bitch you wanna act grown, I'ma show you what grown is!"
He unbuckled his belt and began to whip me with it. I sobbed loudly as every lick hit another place. He was at his 25th hit when he pulled down his pants, threw me on the couch and began to literally penetrate me. Every parts of my body ached. I slowly remembered how nice he was in the beginning and the monster he was now. Every time he stroked he cursed at me. Why is this happening to me? What did I do? Is this the way it feels to be unloved? Will I ever make it out? So many questions unanswered.
