Chapter Six

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*Rain's POV*

I was stuck in darkness. All black. "Rain...I'm sorry. I love you so much." Ronnie!?! Where is his voice coming from. I try to move, speak, or at least open my eyes but I can't. "I failed you. I am so sorry. Its all my fault. I would never truly hate you nor be able to live without you. Your my heart and soul. I need you." He says sobbing.

"Ronnie!!! I love you too!! Please forgive me." I say but he doesn't respond. I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around to see my mom. "M-mom..." I say. "Yes dear. Its me." She says hugging me. "I miss you so much." I sob. "I know,but right now you have a tough decision to make...will you die and go to heaven to spent and eternity with me? Or live and spend a lifetime with Ronnie starting a family and growing old together?" She asks placing her hands on my shoulders. I have wanted to die for so long to be with my mom, but now I want to stay with Ronnie.

"Please....I want to live." I say. She smiles. "Good choice. You have always been very bright. I love You." She says kissing my head. "Now you have to fight to live."

I wake up and keep my eyes closed. I'm so tired I can hardly move. "Say something I'm giving up on you." Ronnie sang holding my hand. He knew how much I loved that song. It reminds me of my mother.

"I was gonna propose to you. That day. I had the ring in my pocket. He slips something ice cold onto my ring finger.

I couldn't even force my eyes open let alone smile. I guess it will take me a minute to wake up.

"I'm leaving.... I can't see you like this. I'm sorry......I have to go." He says placing a sweet kiss on my head.

Wait!!! No!!! He can't leave!!!!!

Soon my heart ached and hurt sooo bad. My heart monitor let off one long everlasting beep. He stopped in His tracks. "Fuck!" He says punching something and sobbing. I can't die.

They come and shock me. Once twice. The third time I shoot straight up out of the bed and gasp. I look around and let out one long loud blood curling scream. "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" I breathe heavy. Ronnie looks at me. I sob loudly. I flop back onto the bed just sobbing. I am so scared and angry at the same time. I don't know what to do.

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