Another Ronnie Radke Love Story❤

Chaper Twelve

*Ronnie's POV*

I'm proud of myself... Being a kid who grew up in a shit neighborhood, who's mother left, and was always mistreated. I got hooked on drugs and some really bad shit. I did so many things in my past that I wish I could take back. Lives I could have saved. People I should have never even associated with.

Though, through it all I managed to make it to the top. I was used and I used people right back. I did things...horrible things. I have nightmares from time to time that I went back to my old ways. I'm so glad I've changed. I know I'm not perfect, but I'm trying to be better...for my family.

I have a fiancée and child on the way. I have a nice house. As well as the best friends I could ever ask for. I mean really nothing could be better than this.

I am currently lying in bed with Rain Its. been a few months since her birthday and she is due in a month. I'm so happy. I'm stoked actually.

I close my eyes and sigh. Something great changed me June 30, 2016 at Warped Tour in Atlanta Georgia. And that one thing was Lea Rain Radke.

...

I wake up to my alarm clock. I sigh shutting it off. "6:45am" it read. I unattached Rain from my torso and went to the bathroom. I look in the mirror. I have bags under my eyes. I am losing sleep. I have a job at a construction sight from 7:15am to 4:35pm. After that I take a shift at the studio with guys. I never get home before 11pm.

If I'm not on the construction site then I'm unloading cement yard statutes or wicker furniture with my friend. I do a lot. I need the money. Extra for my kid. Plus working a lot keeps me occupied so I don't do anything stupid. I brush my hair back and put it in a bun.

I put on a pair of jeans and white shirt. I do up my carpenter boots and grab my vest. I walk downstairs. Rain is in her robe smiling. She hands me a travel cup with coffee and my phone. I smile and kiss her cheek. "Thanks babe." I say taking my coffee. "See you at the studio!" She calls. I exit the house.

I get inside my truck and sip my drink. My hard hat and tool belt in the seat waiting for me. I have my entire truck bed full of tools, a latter, cords, and etc...

I pull out of the drive and head to work. I turn on the radio. I would do anything for Rain and my unborn child. That including working until I can't anymore. I mean yeah you would think I'm famous why should I need a job. I thought music was your job.

Well, falling in Reverse has been losing its fan base lately. We are no really in the now anymore I guess. I thinks its because we no longer have Jacky but I guess this shows who are true fans really are.

I arrived to my job site with everyone there. That's weird. I'm usually one of the first personnel on the site. I climb out of my truck with my tools and lock the door. I walk into the crowd of guys. There lay my work associate passed out with beer bottles everywhere.

Our boss dumps water on his head. He gasps and sits up straight. "Get to work" He says angrily towards us and walks away. I sigh and help Tyler up. "Well, at least I had a bath before work." He says sarcastically.

I laugh. "Yeah, you still stink. Why were you passed out?" I ask. "Let's talk about it durning lunch. I don't wanna ruin my good mood right now." He says scratching the back of his head. I shrug.

....

"So tell me what happened." I say getting in my truck ready to drive us to Subway. "Well last night my wife and I got a bit drunk. Well, at the bar we decided to go for a round in the bathroom. Well as I was fixing up me trousers she told me."this may be the reason I'm pregnant again." So I did up me pants and left. I'll be back home after work." He said. "Well another kid huh. That's good." "Another mouth to feed, mess to clean up, and another headache if you will." He says pointing. I laugh. "So stopping at 11 huh?" I ask.

"Bloody hell of I know, the damn wife refuses to get her shit tied. I told her no more or I'd get me shit snipped." He says angrily. "How'd that go?" I ask. "Oh she just laughed. She said she'd do it herself if I wasn't careful. However, I say she's bluffing." He says pointing at me.

We arrived. "So I'll pay today. You owe me though." I say getting out. He nods. I wouldn't mind having another kid. They're not that bad. Willow is an Angel.

Guess I'll have to wait and see in the future.