Suicide squad

i wake up from yet another nightmare sweating and panting i get up from my bed and walk to my tap turning on cold water and putting the plug in so it filled up with freezing cold water as i stare at myself in the mirror 

i look back down at the water before turning the tap off i sigh before shoving my face into the cold water holding my breath before ripping my head from the water i breathe in a deep breath of air before exhaling i stare at myself again before suddenly getting angry and slamming my fist right into the mirror

the glass shatters the pieces cutting and slicing my fist causing blood to flow from it getting all over my clothes and on the ground i pick up a shard in my good hand before walking back to my bed and squeeze it in my hand making it cut it badly 

my door was suddenly broken in as 3 guards and warden Sharpe comes in he looks straight at me before saying something to the guards then walks toward me "come on blade lets get you cleaned up"he says 

i stand up walking with him as we walk to one of the integration rooms in there sat the group that kept following me as well as Harley Quinn she sites down in a chair next to the lady "hello my name is amanda waller this is el dablo joker croc slipknot captain boomerang  katana deadshot you already know harley and rick flag"she says sternly

"blade"ï replied   a guard comes in "sir we cleaned up the mess but a shard was missing from the broken mirror and there was too much blood to be just from one hand"he say shortly everyone looked back at me"blade have you got the shard"he says i place both fists on the table a pool of blood surrounding both

"blade please open both your fists let us  help you we dont want to hurt you"he says soothingly a crazy grin come to my face as I look him in the eye "no one can save me especially from myself"I say 

my fists start to shack as i shakily open my hand lodged in my palm was the glass shard blood was everywhere and the other didn't look much better "fucking hell"i heard Sharpe curse before getting up and walking to the door

  "why did you do this"Amanda Waller says I lean forward "because the voices say to if they say to jump off a bridge you do or they give her one hell of a ride"I say followed by a chuckle 

"we need a medic"he shouts down the corridor he makes room as a female nurse walks in with a medical kit she gasps and immediately walks to me "what happen deary"she asked i roll my eyes "broke a mirror"i say bluntly "why what dont you want to see in the mirror or who dont ya want to see"she says looking up at me as she stitches my other hand with out the shard

"my father"i answer looking her in the eyes  as she looked up at me "say the first five things that come to mind when you thing of him"warden sharp says "monster murderer abuser coward.....FEAR"i say staring at the table just then the nurse rips the glass out of my hand making me hiss

i glare at her  as she bandages my hand "anyway i want to ask you something"walker says i raise my eye brow in question "these guys are in a group called suicide squad and i want you to join"she says i lean forward "what do i get out of it"i say "your sentence is cleared"" i was shocked "and you get to request what you want out of it"

"your willing to let a mass murdering crazy out into the world again so we can all dress up and play hero"i say laughing she thinks for a second "basically"she answered i laugh harder the more i laughed the more crazy it sounded my laugh was similar to the jokers i lean back letting my head hang off the end of the chair 

the door opens and a crying kenzi rushes in i stand immediately my face went from laughing to serious in seconds  "kenzi what happened"i say i tried to get up then noticed my hands were cuffed to the table "nick he tried to...."she didn't need to finish i immediately caught on 

"WHAT"i roar i jerked my hands to me the feeble metal breaking of the cuffs the table slams into the wall my hands were fists in seconds my eyes going pitch black "shit get the isolation room ready blades angry"sharpe yells the suicide squad steps back about 5 guards come into the room with shields 

i roar animal like roar and start to growl like a tiger they rush me but i threw them like they were dolls i use my ice to make my ice staff and a whip made of fire they were knocked out or dead in seconds

Using my super speed I was in the cafeteria in front of nick in seconds I grab him by the throat slamming him into the wall he winces and looks up at me with utter fear but it was no use I was PISSED 

I slam him around a lot then noticing everyone is gone I start throwing punches using super speed I didn't realise he was dead until 4 guard pulled me off and I was calming down it was a blood bath there was blood on the ceiling the wall and ground and lots on me and him 

6 more guard pin me to the wall I see the suicide squad walk in my fight increases I head butt one and fling another back into the wall icing another to the wall creating a large fire around 4 more shocking 2 with lightning 

Leaving two big guys I smirk as I look at both them up and down I get my fire whip back out I made quick work of them showing off my skills "hey chicka" Diablo says 

I look at him since I was finished"calm down"he says taking out a sleeping needle I snatch it from his hand injecting it straight to my neck the last thing I remember was smiling a real smile at him and saying"remember you can try and save me but you can't save me from myself "I collapse after only to be caught in warm arms