An old fling..

Oh my God!!!

"Did you just kiss me?" I asked him. I couldn't tell what the look on my face was. It was confusion. I was so confused. It wasn't like i didn't like the kiss. I loved it. As a matter of fact. I have waited all my life for it. lt was finally the moment i have been waiting for. So many things were going through my mind. I could barely think. He was right there in front of me.....
"Megan?" a voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Why did you kiss me?Why are you doing this to me? You know how i feel about you. You know how i felt about you." i replied him. I was no longer confused. I was angry. Was he toying with my feelings?.
"I'm sorry .....i guess i have a lot of explanation to do" he answered. Looking away trying to avoid my eyes.
"hell yea you do."
"okay......I'm not really sure why i kissed you. I know I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. Kissing you this night was not a mistake."
"So you kissed me because you felt pity? guilt? What am i ?"
"Look im sorry i kissed you .....i guess ill just get leaving....just so you know each time i kiss you i mean every part of it." he said as he stood up from the bed. I didnt know whether or not to stop him. I was pretty upset. I just watched him leave,Then i put my headphones on. I listened to 7 years ola by Lukas Graham. The song just had a way of cooling me down.

Tommys POV----#-----
Why does me always hate me so much. I can understand the high school part. We were all kids for Christ sakes. She was the "nerdo" and i was the highschool quarter back. It just wasn't the right fit. She thinks i kissed her out of pity? I kissed her because i thought she was hot. Even in high school i could always see behind those braises. I didn't know how to tell her that all the time she had those feelings ....i had them too. I wasn't sure how to explain myself but one thing I knew i was never gonna do for sure was let her out of my sight. Not yet. Not when im this close. She has to know and i have to tell her.