Unpredictable Love

Chapter 15

ETHAN'S POV

I was not knowing what to do.After I saw Stacey in Richard's arms, I felt betrayed.I just feel as if a part of me is lost.I've not been sleeping. Stacey didn't talk to me.I think she might have thought of talking but still.We didn't talk.

Richard has been trying to contact me, in every possible way.But I didn't want to listen any of Stacey's and Richard's explanations. I am just not in my right frame of mind.

It's been two weeks, I talked to her.I want to talk now, I wanna listen her and see her smile, happy. She seems as she isn't feeling well, she seems lifeless. I can't wait. I need to talk.

I started walking towards her.She saw me coming and was coming to me. I had a blank face.I didn't want her to know that I am not mad.I wanna know what she thought all this time.

We were busy in our own little heads, planning on what to say.
She looked at  me with those brown eyes, they were so mesmerizing. I lost my control to maintain a blank face. I just smiled at her.She too smiled.This smile of hers didn't reach her eyes.I know something is wrong.

She took my hand in hers and led me to the lawn.It just seems nice seeing her with me.I am not mad at her.

We were walking together. And came to the lawn. I was closing the door behind me.When she hugged me tightly.As if her life depended on it. It was really good to have her with me, in my arms.

I hugged her back and kissed her forehead. I don't know, I had the urge to protect her.

She started crying. I could sense her sniffing, it vibrated my whole body. I pulled back, to look at her.She just had her head bowed down, still crying.

I said, "Look at me Stacey." No reply. She didn't look at me.I felt uneasy seeing her sad in front of me.

I asked her again to look at me.No, she wasn't looking at me. I came closer to her, and placed my thumb and finger on her chin to make her look at me.

I asked her what was wrong, she said nothing.Tears were flowing down her cheeks.I just begged Stacey to tell me the reason of her crying. I couldn't see her shedding tears.

She started saying,"I am not good Ethan.I am bad, so bad. I ruin everyone's happiness.I leave other people because I think that they might get hurt staying with me, but the truth is I've never thought of them being hurt without me.I don't deserve love, Ethan.I am not worth of it."

I just listened her.I wanted her to get her emotions out.She had been keeping them pent up for so long.

She started again,"I try to act, look happy.Actually am not happy, I have my guard up.So, that I don't get attached with others.Deep inside I know if I be with someone, life's gonna take that thing away from me.Ethan, I got attached to you.The moment I saw you, I was connected to your soul.I feel, you complete me Ethan. I've never wanted to be close to someone, but I want to be with you every minute, every second of life. I never thought I would be saying all this, but I Love You Ethan.I really, really love you.I can't even imagine my life without you.I know I've been stupid at times but I need you, Ethan."

I was shocked to see her saying all this.I couldn't believe she was in love with me. And all this time, I thought she wouldn't think of me.

I kissed her passionately. I wanted to be like this only.Her lips were so soft.When we stopped, we were breathless. I said those words,"I love you Stacey."

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