Chapter 12

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The light-headedness and the dizzy feelings stayed when I woke up I. The middle if the night. I was dark and I was in a puddle of my own blood wonder how am I not dead yet?

Why has no one found me?

The pain, hurt and sicking feelings I have wants me to die quicker.

I try to looked for the knife but the room is fuzzy.

I want to scream!

But I can't...

I need help.

But it won't happen...

Then someone comes into the room.

"Ross?" Rydel's voice flows into the room.

I hit the wall and she see's me on the floor and screams.

Everyone in my family crowds around me.

Then everything goes black.

-LATER-

I wake up and everything is so bright!

I want to roll over but I can't.

"Ross! Your awake!" My mom sounds shocked.

I close my eyes still dizzy.

A nurse comes in and dose some tests.

Then at night I'm alone.

Then I realize something.

My family isn't here because they don't love me.

When I woke up earlier my mom was shocked I was still alive!

She wanted me dead!

At this point I want me to die in this hospital!

Tears fall down my cheeks as I realize how much my family hates me!

They never loved me.

Never ever.

-NEXT DAY-

Nobody comes to check on me.

And 2 weeks go by and still no one comes.

I can leave the hospital!

But no ones here.

Why me?

Why does nobody on the face of the earth love me!

Why!?!

I cry and cry and soon a police officer takes me to his office then he talks on the phone.

"I'm really sorry son. We can't get a hold of your family."

I nod sadly.

I don't have a family,

The one I thought I had left me in a hospital to die.

And at this moment I get up ad walk to my house.

A 'For Sale' sign sits in the yard I open the door and everything, including my stuff, is gone.

They really did leave me....

I fall on the floor crying as hard.

Is this all really because I can't talk?!?!?

I have feelings!

And they're hurt.

How can someone just leave their poor defenseless kid in a hospital!

I leave the house and walk.

I don't know where to go...

All I know is,

I'm alone.

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