You say you loved me like that but to tell you the truth i might snap.
Yes you raised me cared for me yet when that time i need you in my life yet you up'n leaf me and went with another guy to another life.
It hurt me to see you go since I lost the mom i cared the most.
Months past to a day like no other but the difference was i was losing my grandmother i lost her like that and yet death keep coming back.
Till the summer you came back i couldn't take it i just snapped.
I toke the blade to my skin so.....
1 cut
2 cuts
3 cuts
More.
My blood driped from my arm down to the floor yet i cleaned it up so you wont see what the pain was doing to me.
Now im here faceing you again telling you how i feel for i lost you once and got you back and look here you go again.
Hurting me as well as the memory's of the past since I thought i had my mother back.
But i was wrong because lost her again.
(I wrote this because I lost my mother when i had just gotten her back. No she didn't die she had left with a man me and my dad hated)
