Miami

A Love Full Of Lies

Oh God no. It's him. Mason.

"Why'd you walk off like that? Haha. Come here." He laughed and held his arms out for a hug.

I didn't know what to do. I froze and turned my head away from him as he went to hug my still body. I couldn't bare to even wrap my hands lightly around his waist. He pulled away from a 5 second hug.

"You alright? You seem a little weird this morning. Are you waiting for Coral?" He said holding my arms and looking for eye contact.

"Yeah fine." I said bluntly and ignoring his question. I turned to release myself from his arms with a sudden 90 degree angle. I pressed the buzzer on Coral and Darren's door once more, then again and again once more. Still nothing. Great. I'm stuck with my so called 'boyfriend'. I need to get away from him, Immediately, before I flood with tears. I haven't looked at him dead in the eyes yet, I can't imagine what I'd do if I did. Hold on... Remember what I said to myself... Act normal around him. Ugh, breath. You can do this Bella.

"Sorry, I'm acting strange. Look, I'm trying to find Coral. I said that we'll spend the day together." I said looking at his chest, then his eyes for a milli second. I could feel myself starting well up as I looked at his eyes. His cold eyes.

"Oh okay, nah you're alright. Maybe it was because of last night... You know, drinking too much. You might be a little hungover." He said winking with a smile. I cringed as I looked at him winking. I coped with the sight of his face for only a few seconds this time. I simply smiled ever so lightly so it looked like I was amused.

"Haha yeah perhaps." I said looking back down to the floor shyly. I wanted to ask where he was last night so it seemed like I worried about him. But I just couldn't ask, the words would never stumble out without a cry. Plus he'd lie to me even more as I know 110% what the truth is. Instead I walked away touching his arm as if I was completely normal like before. Still affectionate... Like before.

"Oh babe. If you wondered where I was last night, I stupidly got into Coral and Darrens room instead of ours. Just goes to show how pissed I was, haha!" He said as if he read my mind. He turned around as he spoke with his hand on his neck. Laughing slightly as he admitted how drunk he was.

"Oh really? How did you get in there without a key card though?" I said with a slightly annoyed tone and a sarcastic face as I stopped to turn to him. Oh no, he might have guessed how pissed I am with him. Iv'e busted myself with the whole 'being normal' thing. Oh great.

"Oh, I apparently went to reception saying I forgot my room number. They then tracked the room number wrong with Darren and Coral's. Darren had to walk me back to our room, haha. Bizarre right? I got to go now, I forgot, I'm meeting Darren for lunch. I'll catch you later. I love you." He said lying to me. Again. I love how he tried to escape my questions by lying to me. Just makes me think of how many times he's lied to me in the past of being together for 4 years. It also makes me think that the relationship we had was fake. Maybe he's never even loved me and that's why he cheated. Who knows, he might have always cheated on me throughout the whole relationship with more than one person and Iv'e never even know about it. That would most definitely classify our relationship as fake. A love full of lies.