Lesbian ✱ l.h

diez

simone woke up with the covers entangled in her. she sighed and rubbed her eyes then yawned. today was a weekend which meant no work for simone which is exactly how she liked it. but that didn't necessarily meant today she had time to lay back and have fun. there was one more person she had to set the record straight with. she leaned over to check her phone and sure enough there was a text from krista. krista wanted to meet later on today to urth cafe for a date. simone smiled very giddy now. she missed spending time with her girlfriend, or at least getting there. simone got out of bed and stretched her body before heading to the bathroom. she had to get ready for going to luke's house. she needed to tell him what the deal was, what was happening, and that she's with krista now. she couldn't let herself fall victim to those beautiful eyes or those soft pink lips. she couldn't fall victim to how bad she wanted to kiss him just one more time and grip onto his hair. she turned the water on so that it was almost burning hot. when she was stressed or tense she loved hot shower to help her feel better. she got undressed and hopped in the shower letting the hot water prickle her skin. she felt her shoulders loosen up then slowly her back then wash over her backside. the water wetting her hair she watched her waves coil up into short curls.

all the products she used on her hair to get it to a state where it was no longer "kinky" washing away down the drain. she took her poof and squeezed an unnecessary amount of peach, vanilla, and strawberry shower gel and lathered it on her brown skin. she made sure to wash every part of her ready to feel fresh and smell fresh. she put some coco butter and argan oil shampoo and conditioner on and washed her hair quickly then stepped out her shower. she wrapped her body in a thick blue towel and brushed her teeth then quickly hurried to her room. every time she got out the shower all the heat was gone and she was freezing. she looked in her closet and picked a black halter top wit ripped camo pants and her white nike air max's.

she paired her outfit with a black choker and a gold mk bracelet. feeling satisfied simone went to her vanity and quickly applied some makeup to her face. she decided on not forcing her hair to be somewhat straight today. instead she got her headband and brought her hair up into a big poof. she was finally ready to go see luke. she wasn't going to lie. her stomach was doing mini backflips and she was a bit nervous. she hadn't seen like in a minute and this was a bit nerve racking. because simone didn't know how she would react. be completely blunt to him and tell him how it is or go for it and kiss luke. she grabbed her car keys and headed downstairs to her kitchen. before going she needed to eat. she was starving. she got a few frozen pancakes and beef sausage out the freezer and warmed everything up quickly. she poured more than enough syrup all over her food and quickly dug in taking breaks of eating to drink some milk.

simone could only drink milk with big breakfast. like it does not matter she cant drink just milk by itself. it either has to be with like pancakes, cereal, or a biscuit of some sort. but drinking milk by itself even the thought made simone gag a little. she finished the rest of her food and washed her hand quickly then headed out. she got in her car and turned the radio on. frank ocean played and she bobbed her head up and down. she loved frank ocean and his music. next on the radio kehlani came on. she also really loved kehlani. then some drake came on but thats right as she had arrived at luke's house. she hadn't texted luke that she was coming. this was an unexpected visit and she hoping that with an unexpected visit things would be more spontaneous. she took a deep breath, swiped on some lip gloss, and braced herself. she opened her car door and got out then locked her cat. the nerves were hitting her harder than ever now. simone was seriously contemplating wether or not she should go back. but her mother didn't raise a bitch so she decided against it. she walked up the little stone blocks and saw the bug gate. his business really did pay off because luke's mansion was huge. she pressed the button and soon his voice was on the other end.

"who is it?"

"surprise surprise."

"simone?" luke asked his voice coming through in disbelief.

"let me in."

and that was all that was needed to convince luke. simone saw the big gate open and she walked in. the walk up to the front door was so long she really should've drove in with her car. but nonetheless she got up there. she knocked at his door three times and then the door swung open with luke shirtless and looking extra yummy. simone stepped in and looked around. yep his house was huge. she looked at all the decor and the living room and all the expensive luxuries. sure michael paid her well, really really well but it wasn't enough to afford the life luke obviously has. she turned her attention to him looking him up and down. she hadn't seen him in a while or at least talked to him. not since the exchange at the club and that was a while back. simone took in a sharp breath and couldn't help have her eyes and thoughts wander a bit.

"so?" luke asked.

"hi."

luke chuckled bitterly and headed into his kitchen. simone watched as his sweats hanged lightly on his hips. that chuckled hurt simone a bit. she knew luke took her for a joke now but she was here wasn't she. she was here to fix things.

"luke don't do that." her shaky voice spoke. she mentally cussed herself out. she was supposed to come in here like a bad bitch and show luke who's boss instead her voice comes out shaky like a little bitch.

"do what simone, you haven't spoken to me in two weeks, i try to help you that night and you just pushed me away and its not the first time."

"i push you away because i'm not supposed to feel this way." simone raised her voice a bit but what startled her was how much louder luke got.

"feel how simone?."

"feel this way about you! feel this way about you luke!" simone yelled at him. she didn't want to cry but coming here took a big turn of events and went where simone didn't think it would.

"all my life i liked girls and when i finally came to term with that it all became blurry because i didn't understand why all of a sudden seeing you brings a smile to my face and makes my stomach churn."

"didn't understand why when we kissed all the sparks connected and i wanted to kiss you more."

"don't understand why i came here thinking i would tell you straight up that im in love with you but im in love with krista too and how i dont understand why im about to do this."

simone's feet moved without thinking and she now stood in front of luke. closer to him and faced to face with him. she wiped her cheeks because she hadn't realized she was crying. the emotions were too overwhelming. luke wrapped his arms around her and brought her closer to him. simone turned her head meeting his and kissed him.

"let yourself go, show me how much you love me." luke said.

simone pulled away and took his hand leading him to his couch. and continued to kiss him. simone's brain was all fuzzy right now and all she knew right now is that she wanted to kiss and fuck luke. and thats what she would do.

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this last bit was a bit intense
but trust me this is going good
going in the right direction
BUT ANYWAYS
im sososososo sorry for taking 5ever to update
i was back in school and my first week took such a toll on me
like i was physically and mentally exhausted
and im tired of these mf teachers putting all this work on me
but i cant drop out my honors classes bcs it'll look good on college applications if i pass well and whatnot
ANYWAYS
i hope you liked this chapter
i actually really liked this chapter
but the next will be even more bomb
and yea
gonna get a lil steamy so get your cups of tea and your vibrators out ladiezzzz
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