Little things of life (Bts fanfics)

Jung kook 4

On the way back we were holding hands, I didn't want to release his hand, because he would go and leave me alone. I looked to another direction because my swollen face with tears was also red. I calmed and went to my room after we arrived, I washed my face and fixed my hair.
Maybe I'm not beautiful enough? I looked at the mirror. I didn't want to go out and show my bad face. But someone knocked the door
- are you here?
I didn't reply at Jung kook's voice.
- please go out or I'll come in.
- I don't want.
- it'll be fun.
- I don't think.
Jung kook kept quiet and opened the door. Then he lift me like a bag of potatoes. I punched him on his back but he didn't move at all. He left me outside my room on the floor, then he took my wrists and pushed me to de wall.
- you are beautiful enough- he said serious with his face close.
He heard what I said before!!
Then he took me outside to the campfire without leaving my hand. I was too red so I was lying my head on Jung kook arm in order to hide my face.
We ate and talked although I didn't want to say something.
We talked about Jung kook trying to catch fishes in the beginning but in the end he was so good like Suga. Also about how Rapmon broke so much things until he gave up with fishing, how the boys got wet because V and J-Hope were playing in the river. We laughed a lot, thanks to them I was feeling better.
Then we lit sparklers, they were too beautiful that I couldn't stop seeing it. Jung kook was beside me thinking deeply. J- hope was screaming after he saw the fireworks.
- he won't stop
- hahah I know.
- they will always be by your side.
- I know, you said it before. And I'm not feeling alone, I think that I'm a idiot. I let him go. He was a good guy.
- hahah you've always being like this.
- don't tease me. You are the worst. - I said while punching on his arm.
We talked about our childhood and how we fight for stupid things. The memories and old times came.
- I've never thought we would be together until now.
- yes, thanks to that I've never eaten my breakfast on the morning for more than three years.
- you can't stop remember me that?
- haha I like your face when you are mad.
I didn't know if he was teasing or not but I couldn't say anything after that. After some time of silence I was too tired so I put my head on Jung kook's shoulder, while we were looking at Jin and _________ (O/N).
- how it feels?
- to fall in love ?
-yes
- maybe you already fell but you don't know
- really? When did you came a expert of love. - I said teasing.
J-hope was still screaming and Jung kook looked at me with a serious stare.
- when I realized that I love you. - he whispered hoping I didn't hear anything.
I saw his face lighted by the sparkles, he looked so calm and warm. But before I could say anything he turned back and stand up.

Jung kook POV
I was too embarrassed. I didn't believe what I'd just said. I thought she wouldn't hear anything but after I saw her surprised face I stand up for escape. What will happen? Will I lose her?
I was on my way to my room but a hand took me and someone hugged me from behind.

__________POV
- please don't go.
- I won't go if you don't see my face.
- ok but I want to tell you that maybe I decided to go out with Min Ho because, with you, nothing would happen. I though that I was nothing for you and the best thing for not feeling hurt was avoid you.
- how could you think that, you are special for me. If you don't want to stay with me because I hurt you I understand. But I can't control my actions anymore, I can't see you going out with other guys, hugging, kissing, or whatever couples do. - he looked at the floor embarrassed.
-so you're telling me that I can do whatever I want but also that I can't to anything with other boy. I don't understand you. - I don't know why but I shouted at him.
- I also don't understand you, all the time I've been with you, but you never asked me about having a boyfriend, and now you're telling me that you were nothing for me while everyday I didn't eat my breakfast only for go to school with you. Also you say that you don't want me to leave but then you say that you don't feel alone and you start talking about that guy. - he pouted and turned to my side.
- you only talk about my ex boyfriend, are you jealous? Why can't you let me be?
- ok I accept it, I'm jealous, problem? I don't know if I can have hope in this thing, so tell me how much you hate me and I'll leave and let you live how you want. -
- I don't hate you!!! Why are you so mad? Haven't you heard me? I decided to go out with Min Ho because I ...- I thought for a moment what I was going to say.
- what!! I'm going now. -
I realized he was going to leave , - is all your fault for make me love you!! - I shouted looking up at his eyes. ( Jung kook is taller )
Jung kook's eyes got bigger and his cheeks turned red. It looked like the two of us where thinking in what just happened. The silence was evident. I thought I would die. Suddenly Jung kook smiled like a child and put his hands into his pocket.
- you're like a kid you can't hide your happiness. You will never grow u...- he stopped me with a kiss. I kissed him back and I could see a smirk on his lips.
- I'm good enough for make you fall for me every day.- he said laughing.