Who's my Guardian angel

Who's my Guardian angel #1

Hey I'm Eliana Simmons. I am 21 years old, who currently has no life what's so ever. I don't socialise with anyone aka boys, If they talk to me I don't talk to them back. That's me.

" honey, are you alright?" I slowly lowered my covers over my head, to see mum at my bedroom door. With her tight blonde curls, light blue eyes and fancy dress. " how do I look?" She asked. I looked at what she was wearing....

Umm.....

She was wearing a bright barbie pink dress, light green furry big jacket and knee high dark blue boots.

" you got this inspiration look either from scream queens or Arianna grande" I mumbled. She purse her lips, before smiling wide to notice her red lips stick smudge on her teeth.

Ohhh God....my eyes

" anyways I'm off" she said, closing my door shut on her way out, she was either going out with her friends which never happens...or going out with her hundredth date. I took a huge breath, getting out of my comfy bed and walking to my window.

Huh it was raining today....

I sit down while staring out of the window, looking at my neighbours while they were all with their family having a BBQ.

Okay I am no stalker.....

Alright I am!

Alright there was this one guy who lived next door to me, same age and used to go to the same school and everything. He was popular back then and I wasn't...that was only the thing we didn't connect, because his so sociable person and I'm not.

I still think to this day, what was everyone doing within their lives now? Did they change? Are they married? Have kids maybe? Engaged?

Well I'm neither of them.....

Anyways I used to have a huge crush on him, because he was my type and okay.....I just wished I had at least one or two friends to share these with, but I didn't have any back then.

But that's okay....right?

" hey what are you doing?" My sister said. barging into my room without knocking, I hate that. She looks at me, with her blonde long hair and blue eyes.

Did I take my looks from dad and not my mothers looks?

Either way, I am thankful for that.

" hello!?......" Kai raised her voice. I was dozing off, so I shake my head and looked up at her. " I need you to tell me if this snapchat pic looks good?" She said. Giving me her phone, I took it and looked at it to see a picture of her with a dog filter.

" yeah. Looks good" I lied. She smiles wide while snatching her phone back and ran out of the room, okay then. I looked back outside, bitting my lips to not let a tear droplet fall down my cheeks.

I have been all alone all of my life....and not one single person I have made a friend.

I out my phone out, opening my voice mail.

You have no new voice msgs

I sighed, for the past few years I have always waited for my father to at least call me back or leave me a voice mail. He left us when I was 10, But until this day he still hasn't called me back.

I was now outside walking in a cold, dark and a windy night. You could say I loved walking when it's dark, but it could get a little spooky. I stopped to see a bar that was close to my house, I pulled the door opened and stepped inside. One by one all the guys turn their heads around, eyeing me out. I quickly took a seat that was near to a window, pulling my wrist sleeve down to cover my hands to make me warm I look at the menu for the drinks.

Hmm I think I would have a beer maybe, I'll give that a go.

" hey sweetheart, how much of your butthole would you show me?" Some guy said. I didn't look up, only looked down at my cold hands.

I really wished to be alone right now.

" I'll show you my dogs butthole....but I don't have a dog...." I mumbled to myself. Still looking down at my hands, it was still cold in here and I need to get warm soon.

" what?" He spoke. " whatever..." He said. Seeing his shadow leaving my table, I sigh in relief. I picked up my phone, dialled my dads number in and waited. It went straight to his voice mail, that's all I ever called....to only hear his voice....

" umm hey dad it's me....Eliana, just wondering where you are, what are you up to and that I.....that I...." I was about to say I missed you when I just ended the call. I wiped my tears away, sniffing while looking out the window to see rain drops appear yet again.

" what would you like to order today?" I turn my head around. To see a young girl, she looks younger than me. I smiled softly while looking down at my menu, seeing small droplets. My cheeks began red, as I quickly wiped them away so the girl wouldn't see I was crying.

" umm just a beer please..." I said softy. From the corner of my eye, I could see her writing it down as she then walks off.

" ah shit, fucking kidding me?" Someone said. I lifted my head high, to see another man who slipped coffee all over his pants. I rolled my eyes, turning my head towards the window to see people walking with their umbrellas above their heads. " excuse me, would you mind giving me a napkin on your table?" He asked. I grabbed the napkin and gave it without looking at him.

Hate mans

Hate everyone in this world.....

Their all animals and less of a humans

" thanks" I heard him say. I rises my brows as I see the waiters coming as she was holding my beer, she placed it down as I whispered a small thank you.

Here goes nothing

I took a slip of the beer, and shallowed it as I shut my eyes closed tightly. Making a weird face, as I gaged of the taste of the beer. I coughed, then wiped my mouth to remove the access of the beer.

" oh. Don't drink beers here" I looked up to see a man around my age. I shrugged my shoulders, while looking down at my beer again.

" I don't give to fucks" I said. Taking another swing again, which I must add making another weird face.

" we'll just being a nice guy" he said. I looked at him again, checking him out. No not in that way.

Awh shit his an cop.

" your a cop?" I asked. " gonna check me if I'm doing something I shouldn't be doing like drinking a beer for example?" I asked. He smirked while he put his thumb on his bottom lips, before taking a seat opposite of me.

" yeah I am a cop, but don't worry I am off duty" he said. Looking into my eyes, I kissed my teeth before rolling my eyes.

" I haven't told you that you can seat down on the same table as me" I assured.

" the last time I have checked, this isn't your ' table'" he said leaning forward. He stretched out his hands, and folded them to hold them.

" the last time I have checked, I. Don't. Like. Cocky. Dickheads. Especially. You" I said. He raised his brows, as if he was stunned what I have said.

" yeah well you will like me soon" he said. Getting up before walking away, then stopped and turned around.

" the names Michele" he said before walking away. I half smile, while turning back to my beer and drinking it.