Bullied

My awful life- chapter 1

Hi, I'm Braylyn I'm 16 and my life sucks! I don't know why people hate me so much, and I never knew why I deserved this.

Ever since I was little my parents never cared for me. They didn't care what I did or when I did it. I could get away with murder and they wouldn't care. They're always drunk, so I'm basically in my room 24/7.
I've learned that it's better to stay away then to make things worse. Last time I did that I came out with a pretty scar on my face. Life sucks!
School is no better than home, everyone there calls me a slut, worthless, and nothing. I've been told quite a few times to go kill myself, they all hate me. I don't blame them though, I hate me too. The start of it all was in 11th grade, I was the new kid and I made friends with the wrong person.

~flash back~

Braylyn's POV
First day of 11th grade!!!!! New start new year!! I hope this year is a lot better than last year, because at my old school things didn't go too well.
"HURRY UP YOU LITTLE SHIT THE BUS IS HERE!!!!" My mom screamed so loud my eardrums almost burst.

"Alright, alright, I'm going" I say as I slam the door on my way out. I walk outside and slowly get on the bus.

"Name?" The bus lady said.

"Braylyn McCormick."

"Okay, go find yourself a seat" she said with a cheeky smile.

I slowly examined my surroundings. I saw an empty seat in the back, so I headed for it. I sat down in my seat, and looked in my book bag to make sure I had everything. I stared out the window, and took in a deep breath. The scenery was beautiful it was breathtaking.

Every so often the bus lady would stop to pick up kids. But one time when the bus stopped there was this guy he was soooo cuutteeeee. He had brown hair, blue eyes, and he seemed to be about 5'10". Dang why are people so tall? He went to the front and sat down next to this girl. He kissed her on the cheek and they held hands. Dang it he has a girlfriend! I understand why he likes her though, she's beautiful. He stood up and started walking towards the empty seat next to me.

-plop-

He sat down! What do I do?? I looked at him for a second and finally he spoke up.

"Hey,"he said with a cheeky grin.

"Hey?" I said a little confused.

"I'm Ace".

"I'm Braylyn".

"Ooh pretty".

"Thanks?"

"So..Are you new?"

"Yea, i just moved here from Ohio".

"Oh, that's so cool. But hey, do you know your way around school?"

"No I don't. D-d-do you think you can help me?"

"Ya, sure. I was going to ask if you needed help anyways."

"Oh, thanks!"

" Ya no problem. Alright I'll see you later. Bye."

"Bye." I could see him smiling under his breath. Well hey at least I wont get lost now.

~End of flashback~

-beep beep beep-

I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock buzzing in my ear.
"Ughhhhhhh, shut up I get it I get it time to get up." Great another wonderful day at my wonderful school. In my opinion school is just a waste of time. All we do is learn the same things and occasionally take a test. School is the same thing everyday for me wake up, get yelled at, go to class, get bullied, eat lunch in the girls locker room, get beat up, and go home. But I deal with it every....single...day. I'm pretty much used to it now.

I get out of my bed to turn of my alarm clock not paying attention to what's on the floor. I step on my book and slip and fall. Damn....I'm clumsy. I get up off the floor still spooked after what just happened and get on my clothes. I go to the bathroom and put up my hair and get my shoes on. I walk downstairs very carefully so that my parents don't see me. Quietly, I look around. Where are my parents???? Eh oh well at least I won't get yelled at. I grab my bookbag and run outside and go to the bus stop.
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Okay so this wasn't much but this is all I could think of right now but I hope you enjoy and I will be posting soon.
~Abbie