Oops-DerekHale {completed}

CHAPTER 1 - ENDING IT ALL

I wiped my tears and wrote the letter. Well....it was more of a note, a suicide note.
Stiles was with Scott doing god knows what! And dad was working....again!

I walked into dads room and smiled at the little things.
A picture of me and stiles when we were kids.
Him and moms wedding day.
The faint smell of his cologne...

I brushed passed these little things and concentrated on the thing I was looking for.
It the little pills mom used to have when she first got sick. Dad never threw them away and they sat in the back of his sock draw.
I opened it quietly and looked at the poison in my hands.
All I had to do was eat them.....

Slipping a bottle of water and the jar of pills in my pocket I made my way to the woods...

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I was trying to find the perfect place to end this.
No one would really care. I mean if my family can leave me all the time what's the point of me staying?

I went to the place I used to hand out when I was little with stiles when we would have ''adventures''.
It was an old abandoned subway.
I sat in the middle of the area and looked around me.
I took the pills and placed them in my hands counting the right ones. Yep I had 10 pink pills.
'I'm sorry Lydia.' I said to my self thinking when she wakes up she'll have to attend my funeral and help Allison with another death.
'And ally...'
There had been so many animal attacks!
And I swear I've been seeing people's eyes glow.
I remember when Lydia freaked about a wolf. I had been there with her every step of the way.
At least I wasn't going to go that way.
'I'm sorry dad.' I said again
'I'm sorry my other half, stiles I love you all.' I felt the tears fall and I took out the crumpled note from the back of my jeans pocket.

Dear whoever is reading this,

I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have took the weak way out.
I shouldn't have done this but I have.
Dad. Daddy, this isn't your fault!
Stiles...my twin. I love you very much and I don't want this to stop your sarcasm in every sentence.
Don't be sad like I was.
Be happy for me.
And Lydia, my wifey. When you wake up you are going to read this and wear your best black dress and your prada stuff and rock my funeral!
Also my brother is in looooove with you!
Oh... Allison I only knew you a little while but you are like a ray of sunshine and I hope that doesn't stop.
So yeah.... I stole the pills.
Goodbye.

Jessie xx

I sighed and lay the note a little infront of me, so whoever say this didn't have to touch my cold flesh.

I couldn't stop the tears then..
I closed my eyes and muffled some sobs.
My phone then rang.
It made me jump and I dropped the water making it roll to the side a little.
I shut off my phone off then and lifted the bottle back up.
'You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...you make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear how much I love you. Please don't take your sunshine away....' I sang the lullaby mom would sing me when I was little.
I guess I would be with her now.
'Ok Jessica....ok.' I told myself lifting the pills to my lips.
I wish I got a boyfriend.... I wanted someone to love me like that but oh well....that wasn't worth living for.

'Ok...ok.' I took a deep breath and placed the pills in my mouth, hesitating before I pressed the water to my lips and letting the pills fall into my system slowly killing me.

I dropped the bottle and curled into a ball, crying.
'I'm sorry....stiles.' They were my last words.
'Hello!' Someone then yelled and I jumped.
An attractive man then came into my sight and he glared at me.
'What are you doing here!' He yelled
'Killing myself!' I commented back throwing an empty pill bottle at him and he stayed quiet.
'You've already took them....He muttered and I nodded.
''What's your name?' He asked and I hesitated.
'I'm Jessica.' I said and he nodded walking towards me.
'I'm sorry Jessica.' He said emotionless and he walked towards me.
'I'm not.' I smiled faintly.
'Do you want me to do something?' He asked
'Can I have a hug?' I asked faintly and he stiffened before walking up to me and wrapping his arms around me.
He felt stiff and awkward, and I could feel his abs between his shirt, and don't forget the 10000 tingles shooting through my body. Hot damn..
'What's your last name Jessica?' He asked
'Stilinski.' I answered and there was a long silences
'Ok.' He said letting me out of the hug and I smiled faintly feeling a little dizzy.
He caught me as I fell and it was like something clicked inside of him
Because he then picked me up and started running.
'What are you Doing?' I groaned and he carried on running.
'Saving your life.' He panted and then we stopped abruptly.
That's when everything went black.

DEREKS POV

'Help!' I yelled running in the hospital with the girl in my arms.
'What happened.' A nurse yelled and I realised it was Scott's mom.
'Oh my god it's Jessica.' She muttered getting a bed and putting her on it.
'She...um overdosed on....' I pulled the bottle out my pocket and she read it before sighing.
''Memantine.' She muttered calling other nurses and then the stilinski female was wheeled away.

I then called Scott explaining that they hospital and that he and stiles needed to get here fast.
I didn't say why she was in the hospital and they came quick.

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'Stiles!' I yelled down the corridor I spotted him in
'Yeah!' The hyperactive spaz then came into my felt of vision and I sighed in relief.
'Finally.' I muttered pulling him to Jessica's room and not letting go until he could see her...
'Jessie!' He yelled trying to run in the room they had her in and then Scott came running down the hall way and gave me a shocked state before running to stiles.

STILES POV

'Stiles!' Someone yelled and I knew that voice.
'That guy is everywhere!' I muttered running towards him and he started dragging me somewhere...

When he let go of my arm and the pained sensation shot up my arm, I was about to shoot an angry comment at him until I saw Jessie.
'Jessie!' I yelled in panic running init her room to see multiple doctors working on her.
'What happened!' I yelled to Melissa and she ushered me out the room.
'I'm sorry stiles.' She said and I knew that sorry.
It was the same sorry they said to me when my mom died.
'Why is she here.' I yelled and she put both her hands firmly on my shoulders.
'Was Jessica suffering depression or any other mental problems.' She asked me and confused questions flooded my mind.
Why would she ask that?
'N-no...no!' I said and she sighed.
'Should I tell him or you?' She said looking at Derek and I immediately gave him death glares.
'I found her in the abandoned subway.' Derek started and I sucked in a breath.
'I asked her what she was doing and she said she was killing herself with these.' He handed me an empty bottle of memantine and my blood went cold.
Overdose!
Suicide!
She wanted to die.
'Scott..' I wimped noticing he's there and he wrapped his arms around me awkwardly, his mouth agape.
I wipe my face thoroughly with my sleeve refusing to cry.
'I've called your dad.' Melissa says to me and then walks back into the room where they were keeping my sister alive.

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'Stiles!' My dad then yelled running down the corridor and I jumped out of the uncomfortable plastic chair outside her room, Scott was on the phone to a sobbing Allison who was coming here aswell.
'Dad!' I cried running to him and his eyes immediately darted to where she lay through the plastic window.
'No..' He whispered.
This whole fricking situation was like when mom died.
To much bad.