Best friends or more 2

Chapter 8;

Jacob's P.O.V//

"No. She is the love of my life. You were just something to cope so I wouldn't go completely crazy and kill myself. I don't love you and if you thought I did then you're out of your mind." I said standing up still in Lexi's grip.

" well Jacob, want me to tell ya a little something?" She said coming right up to me.

" go ahead" I said with a angry face.

" I was the one who ruined your relationship, right when you looked away at that bar I sprinkled drugs in your small drink and you were mine from there" she said moving back from me and towards the door.

" What the actual fuck?!you ruined my life, my family and her health for nothing" I was about to carry on but then I heard a small sob. It was Lexi. I can't ever bare to see her cry like that is always kills me.

" this woman right here, Lexi Sartorius, is the love of my fucking life. I would do anything to be her everything again. You literally ruined everything!! Get the fuck out and never come back!" I said as she walked out the door with a disgust face.

" y-you didn't get drunk on your own?" Lexi said stiffening

" no, I would never ever do that. You are my world and nothing will change that" I said cupping my hands on her cheeks.

" Jacob, this doesn't mean I'll forgive you right away, I mean you still went to the bar when I said I had an uneasy feeling about it, but I guess we can work on getting things back to normal." I said holding the hands he just had cupped on my face.

" and that's okay." He said with a heart warming smile.

Lexi's P.O.V//

I'm such an idiot.
Such a fucking idiot.
I ruined months of his life and mine, but he did go to the bar, when I suggested not to but I mean I should've known that he wouldn't hurt me like that.

" Jacob, you don't even know how sorry I am" my voice broke.

" no. Don't say sorry. It was my fault I went to that bar that  night. It was my fault I bought one drink. It was all my fault."
He said holding my hand in a tight grip.

" I haven't been able to pay for so many things, the rent, the bills and these days I can't even afford the kids. I'm such a reck without you. But I can't have full trust with you for a while, if we try to work stuff out then the trust will be built again, slowly, just for now it's not." I said squeezing his hand a little tighter to prove I still love him.

" I understand, I would be saying the same things if I was in your position" He said giving me a sense of comfort.

" Well I don't think you would be in my position because I just gave birth and carried our children for 9 months, but I see you" I said with a little giggle.

" Move over you little smart ass" he said moving me over. I groaned in pain but still moved.

" Whatever" I said running my hand through his hair.

" I love you Lexi Sartorius" he said caressing my face.

" Ahh it's nice being called that again and I-I love you" I said in relief.