사랑 해 I love you

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"Why would you say you're not worthy of my love, Alix?" He shouts.

"Why? Because Yoseob, look at you!" I shouted back, gestoring to him. He was 19, I was 18. He stood before me. Plaid shirt, jeans, his old nikes. "Because you're perfect!" Tears threatened to fall from my eyes. Gosh! I hated myself for being such a wimp. He probably thinks I'm a loser who needs him. That's the worst part, I do need him.Because he is the only thing I've known. He has flaws too though. He can be distant and cold at times..

"Alix.. Why do you doubt my love for you?It's ike no matter what I do or how many times I say I love you, you don't seem to understand my true heart!"

"But Yoseob, how many times do you tell me that you love me, that I'm the only one. You're so cold..." I whisper and even tough there is nothing harsh about the tone of my voice, I see him flinch with his eyes closed tight, Just now my tears were noticed.As Yoseob opens his eyes I am shocled to see that they're glossed over with sadness. And as a single tear falls from his eye, my knees feel weak.. Almost on cue Yoseob wraps me in a tight embrace.His hand caresses my hair as I rest my forehead on his shoulder.His cologne fills my lungs as my sobs grow quietier.

"Alix" He whispers. "I don't love you!"

As those words register in my brain I try to pry his hands of me. Who does he think......

"Wait, no, let me finish!"

"Tsk, fine, what;s next? You don't like my hair either?" e rolls his eyes and rests his cheek on my shoulder, his lis only centimeters from my neck.

"I don't love you. But that's because love isn't the right word to discribe my feelings. I-"

I scoff. He suddenly graps my waist in a deadly grip.

"Ow-" " LIKE i was saying! I don't love you.... I,,, adore you. Not not adore, hmm... Don't laugh ok? Alix I don't love you....... I...... I need you."

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