My Heart Stops -Zalfie Fanfiction Pt 1

Zoe

I sit in the corner of my room with my laptop, open with a new blog post. Except, I hadn't written anything yet. It was just a blank screen. I wanted to type so much but it just..didn't sound right. I had tried starting off with another topic and then going into the fact but that didn't seem right either. So I scraped that and decided to right it as the first line. But that sound right at all so I got rid of that too. So I was just left with a blank screen. I slowly closed my laptop and cried. I had phoned Alfie and he was going to come, but it was almost 12.00pm and he wasn't here. He was probably to drunk to come.  I sat there, crying because no one was there judging me. Or doing anything. Just me crying. I sat there for another hour just thinking about my life and why, was I even doing this. For some strange reason I wanted to vlog this. So I did. I did, but I wouldn't put it for a while. Not unless I wanted to. I just had it there. I said how, some things aren't always happy for a youtuber. We may seem happy but sometime it all gets too much for me. Especially, with my anxiety and panic attacks and fears. So please next time you post hate on someone's page, whether it be: Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, Tumblr or even a comment on a youtube video. I finshed the video, I knew what I was going to type now: 

*Also this is not the real blog post I couldn't find it, I wanted to put it in but I couldn't

Hey!

*Bits about makeup and boring stuff I cba to write :P

So recently, something pretty big happened which I will speak about after this and anyway I suffered from a panic attack and my anxiety. I was worried and stressed and I didn't know what to do. But I want you to know, I felt very alone but really I have loads of people around me who can help me and if you take anything from this blog, you are NOT ALONE! :) You have people around you who will help you. Your life will get mor  exciting to more you, say, YES! That's my rambley bit done :P

To summarise, YES Zoe and Alfie are together and Zalfie is a thing, but Zoella and PointlessBlog will continue as they are without any real-life Zalfie-ness.

*^This bit is real the rest of what I type is just moi, just thought I'd say that#

Zoella 

I sigh, I scan through looking for mistakes. Then it feels too...I don't know. I am about to delete it when I feel a hand on my shoulder and I look up and its Alfie.

'Its perfect' He says, kissing me.

'Just like you' He adds. Kissing me again, on my nose.

I smile, not caring that he found my secret key and let himself in. I press PUBLISH. Its out there. I take Alfie's hand and kiss it.

'Well,' He says softly.

'Zalfie is officially real' 

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Omg. I can't believed this has finshed! 

Luc x