love me ~boyxboy justin bieber~

chapter 9 ~somethings just not right~

ugg i hate this chapter!! its nasty lol'

WARNING SEXUAL CONTACT

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i did what i promiced and quit me carrer, it has been a month now, sents me and ryan strated dating, everyone knows i am gay, its not a secret anymore, everyone seems ok with it.

ryan and i were at the park, just sitting in the grass, we were talking about random crap, it was fun, then ryan stoped talking and just looked at me

"what?" i ask

"your perfect" i blush and look down

"you are - i am so lucky to have you" he leanded in and kissed  me i thought of chaz for some odd reason i pulled awayand looked away from him

"whats wrong drew?" he asked me i shake my head

"nothing" i put on a fake smle and look at me

"ok what-ever" we get up and start to walk back home, hand in hand i felt weird holding his hand, i dont know why though trust me i do love ryan, i just wanted Chaz

"can we go see chaz today?" i ask he looked at me weird

"uh yah sure" he said nervasly i smile

"thans"

~*~THE NEXT DAY~*~

at noon i went to chaz's ryan dident want to, when i got there chaz looked at me angerly

"what?" he said sharply

"i wanted to see you" he rolls his eyes

"really why?"

"i wanted to ask you something"

"ok do it" i wanted to kiss him right there soo bad, i missed his lips on mine

"are you mad at me?"

"yup"he said with a nod of the head

"why?" he rolls his eyes again

"you kiss me and say you like me then go to ryan" he looked down. i felt bad insatley

"chaz i am  so sorry" i start

"no save it" he was shuting the door but i stoped him

"listen to me" i said walking in

"i dont want to" he crosed his arms, damn he was hot...hotter then ryan at this moment, i was done, done! i crashed my lips on to his, i felt him smile and rapped his arms around me. i deepend the kiss, he liked my bottom lip begging for entrance, i let him, i felt bad, but i wanted him, right now. he let go and looked at me

"how far do you wanna take this?" i smile

"all the way" he returns my smile and kissed me again, he picked me up and i rapped my legs around him, he walked me into the bedroom and setting me on the bed, not breaking the kiss, he lets go and looks at me, i was done waiting i took of his shirt he smiled, i kissed down his neck, he let out a moan. he was playing with my belt, amd took it off them went to my zipper, "i-want-you so-bad" i moaned i seen him smile, he got my pants off,

he started un-buttoning my shirt, this was taking to long. i flipp us over, so that i was on top and take off my shirt, i un did his pants and slide them off. he looked at me wide-eyed i started kissing down his neck, then his stomach all the way to his waist line i herd him moan with delight, damn this felt good, i wanted more, but before i could do anything he flipped us over again and stripped me, damn this was great. he started sucking on my neck, but i stopped him

"chaz we cant let ryan know we are doing this so dont leave any marks" he smiles

"bad boy, i like it: he winks this was taking way to long

"fuck me chaz!" i yell he smiled and did what i had asked him to he was so good at what we did it was amazing.

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ew....lol

i can picture rachels face, giving that weird looks like she gives me all the time like that "what the fuck?" kinda king

shout-out to rachel237 zak bagans is so better then lian paynes or how ever the fuck you spell his name lol

~kayla t.