Pained Love (A Wolftyla Story) Completed

§30§: Bad news.

{ Keshawn ¤ Tyla's brother } °3 weeks later°

August

   As I pull up in Tyla's driveway, we both saw a police car in tha driveway. I looked at Tyla like what was going on? She then hopped out of my car, runnin' towards ha house. I quickly grabbed tha kids nd' went inside tha house, as I walked in I told tha kids ta watch TV while I headed towards tha balcony cause it was open. As I walked outside, I see Tyla just crying ha eyes out nd' then runnin' down the all.

Tyla

   As August pulls up in my driveway, we both see a police car parked in my driveway. I instantly had a feeling it was my uncle, so I quickly hopped out of his Audi and ran towards the front door. I opened up the door and ran outside to the balcony cause the door was open. As I walked out, I see my uncle talking on the phone and then quickly hangs up. He then slowly walks up to me.

   "Ty... Baybeh... L-lo siento... I know how much you loved him," he said.

   My eyes watered cause I knew something either bad happened to one of my brother's.

   "Wait w-what?" I asked making sure I was hearing right.

   "Tyla. Keshawn died last month from a plane crash. Baybeh I am so sorry," he said.

   I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest, as if it were being smashed into pieces by a hammer at the news of my brother. A brother that I barely even knew. A brother.
I have not seen.

   "What no... I-I. N-no! No!" I yelled as a river of gushing tears ran down my cheeks. Jason tried to hug me but I just backed away. I felt like a big wall was crushing me and I couldn't breathe. "I'm sorry I-I can't," I said and running inside, almost knocking over August and headed down the hall.

   I quickly slammed the door and I then just slid down. My body felt weak, and I just cried my eyes out. I has cried so many tears, you ought to think they be in a drought by now. Slowly releasing my breath. After rocking myself back and forth, I decided to get up. I grabbed me a blunt and opened up my window. I took a few puffs and then I exhaled. Someone knocked on my door.

   "Come in," I said inhaling.

  "Hey," he says closing my door. I turn around and I smile weakly at him. "How yhu holdin' up?"

  "I'm okay," I say as I took my last puff and put it out.

   He wraps his arms around my waist and I tightly wrap my arms around his neck lifting up into his lap and fully engaged myself to his body. He was very warm and my body felt like an ice cube. He rocked us back and forth silently, rubbing my back slowly in circular motions.

   A couple of minutes of silence, he lifts up my face and then softly placing kisses on my forehead multiple times holding his lips against mine.

  "I'm hea'.." He muttered slowly causing me to take in his minty scent. "Tyla I'm always hea' fa ya. Don't you eva' fa'get dhet, 'iight?" He said lifting up my chin, making sure I was looking at him while he was talking. I slowly nodded and he stood up, not wanting him to leave me. I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist and hid my face in his neck. 

    "It's okay Ty. I'm not going anywhere." I instantly relaxed, slowly letting myself down from his waist. He grabs my hand and led me to my mirror. I felt his hands wrap around my waist while his face buried in my neck. I slowly looked at my reflection. "Wen ya look at ya'self, what do you see?"

   "August please I--" he cuts me off.

   "Tyla I don't want you ta be sad all day. It's not goo' fa ya health," he said smiling. I couldn't help it but smiling back at him. "You wanna know what I see when I look at you?" he asked, I nodded while staring at him. "I see beauty but pain, and I alsa' see trust issues. I see hurt, a lot of pain and it hurts me ta know what happened ta ya... had ta happen. But I alsa' see progress a little bit through ya. "

   I put my head down cause I felt my eyes getting watery. He turned me around and I just hugged him tightly. He carried me to my bed and took my shirt off. But I stopped him cause tha kids were here. He went downstairs and said Jason took them.

¤ 3 AM ¤

   I couldn't sleep so I just stared at August's face as he slept peacefully and quietly. But unfortunately what he did to me last night didn't really help relieve some of the stress, that I held in my head. The sex really relieved the temptation of the moment, since a few hours later I was crying my eyes out.

   I began to wonder why I had to be one of those people to go through this type of thing. But yet I was born into a abusive broken family and had been done this way. My mind clouded as my body became weak and useless. Though Keshawn had been just about 3 years old and almost turned 4 years old in a couple of months since the last time I saw him. He was still my brother even at such a young age. I still loved him even my other brother Jacari. I just really could not believe that he was dead before we even got the chance to see each other again.