i wanted to say how much you meant to me.
and how much i missed you.
i ached to tell you how sad it made me
that we didn't speak anymore.
i wanted to just make it all better.
but i'm me ,
and I don't know what to do with feelings.
and these were too many feelings all at once ,
and words don't come to me easily.
so i said nothing.
-s.b.
