It's been 10 years since that day and I'm still not over it at all. She was my mother when my actual mother went overseas without me. 6 years without my actual mother, I got really attached to my nana. I was depressed for years and years.. When I entered highschool I was constantly bullied for my weight and how I was always alone. I didn't make many friends, they all left me anyway so I thought, what's the point?
After I left school, I moved out and tried to start a new life for myself, yea that didn't work for me either.. Made things worse. Went through 100 and 1 break ups and my heart still hasn't learnt! I've tried to end my life so many times... I'm sick of living... I just want to end it all... No job.. No car.. No house.. No love.. No money.. Nothing...
I. Hate. My. Life.
But things are starting to change.. Moved in with my older sister and I have some money coming in.. That's good right? Well.. Better than nothing... Right..?
"Get your lazy butt up and help me already!" Terra yelled as I grained and got up from the the couch. "Stop yelling at me would ya! I'm tired and don't need your yelling!" I snapped back at her and that was it, full yelling and cursing. I can never catch a break here... "Shut up! I heard you the millionth time!" I shouted before angrily turning and walking out to the granny flat out the back.
I walk in and shut the door and lock it. "Peace.. Finally..." I say softly before walking into my room, feeling really down now. "She makes my head hurt.. My anxiety play up and constantly feeds my demons..." I say to myself, holding my head and sighing.
Sure.. Life's great...
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An Angels Love *ON HOLD*
Romance"Is this it..? Is this what my life is going to be from now on..? Sad, lonely and afraid..?" I say as I hold my head in my hands while sitting in the corner of my room in the dark. You're name is Ashley and you've recently turned 20 and after a har...
