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Nervous

"Just do it. You can do this." Souda repeated to himself over and over as he paced outside the door to Sonia's room.

He was going to do it.

Be brave and confess his true feelings.

Sure Sonia knew he loved her, but it never seemed that serious. He was going to pour his heart out right here and now then accept whatever kind of rejection he received, no matter how brutal it was.

Of course she was going to reject him; Sonia had a thing for Gundam not Souda. She liked cute animals, not mechanics.

But that didn't matter right now, he needed to be sincere for once in his life and get this out in the open.

He loved Sonia.

Didn't he? This was love wasn't it? In all honesty Souda wasn't sure if he loved her or if this was just a feeling he had made up in his head. But he would never tell anyone that.

Taking in a sharp breath Souda turned to face Sonia's door with a stern and determined look engraved on his face.

He knocked on the door lightly at first, his hand was shaking- he hadn't been this scared since high school when he was on the run from a group of bullies who were out to do some pretty horrible things to him.

He shouldn't be this afraid. It was only Sonia-san, the lovely princess Sonia.

Building up all the courage he could muster, he knocked loudly on the door this time, and then heard dainty footsteps coming towards said door.

"Shitshitshitshitshit." was all Souda's mind could muster as his heart beat raced and butterflies flooded his stomach in waves.

He couldn't do this.

The door began to open slowly.

He had to do this.

Once the door was fully opened Souda's eyes were graced with the vision of beauty that was Sonia.

A lump went straight to his throat and he couldn't muster any kind of human sentence.

"Souda? What brings you here?" she asked in her usual sweet as sugar voice.

"I- what- no- I-" he stuttered, becoming more and more flustered and embarrassed with each passing second.

"Souda are you feeling okay? Your face is red." Sonia looked confused at her friend's odd state.

The pink haired boy swallowed and balled his hands in to fists "Dammit!" he exclaimed becoming angry with himself. He paused for breath quickly and calmed down "C-can I talk to you Sonia-san... please don't laugh at me, I just need to get this off my chest..." he sighed. He was so stupid for doing this, but it had to happen.

"Yes of course Souda, come in." she stood back and offered him entrance to her room.

Souda took shaky steps in, and sat on the very edge of her bed; head in his hands, regret in the pit of his stomach.

Sonia sat next to him, but kept a friendly amount of distance.

This was it, his big reveal of feelings. Souda felt like he was going to be sick, and he wouldn't be surprised if he did throw up all over Sonia's pristine floor.

"L-Look..." the pink haired boy sat up and shut his eyes "I really like ya Sonia..."

"I like you too!" she smiled at him.

"No, I mean I like like you... Sonia I thinkiminlovewithyou." He said the last bit so fast Sonia could barley understand him.

"Pardon? I didn't catch that last part" she laughed awkwardly.