Roni's P.O.V
Toda is friday,a day like no other,but the fact that Justin has two days off now scares me. Its 11'oclock now,and Justins still not home,he's probably out at a strip club or already fucking a whore... This breaks me so much,knowing my boyfriend who i love dearly cheats on me every night and theres nothing i can do about it...
its 11'oclock now,im trying my hardest to fall alseep,soon,when Justins drunk,its even worst then normally,but when im a sleep he somehow never does anything...
Im praying so hard,to fall asleep,but my stomach is killing me! Justin and I had a fight last night and he took his anger out on me ....again...
SHIT! i think i just heard the door shut! shit,shit,shit! Fall asleep Roni,come on just close your eyes its not that hard,shit he's coming up stairs,im just gonna pretend...
"Roni" he whispered "are you awake?" He added. I just lay there as still as i can "urgh,whatever" he moaned,i could tell he took of his clothes and hee's only in his boxers now,he always sleeps like that. You see Justins a really messed up person,in the night he would occasionally hug me or kiss my temples,where as in the day,he'll kick me and punch my temples...
I sometimes wonder if i actually mean anything to him..If he takes me seriously?
Justin,got into bed and lay so close to me his body was touching mine.My back was turned to him of course,so he couldnt see my face.He scooted closer to me and lay his face on my neck,snuggling gently in it.
I wish,my Justin would come back,the one that makes me laugh and smile,the one that makes my day by just smiling at me in the morning,the loving and caring Justin,the loyal and old justin...
I lay there still,making sure i dont wake Justin up,i closed my eyes shut and slowly driffted to sleep.
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I woke up the following morning with Justin,not being besides me,he probably went to the studio,i decided to get up,i picked myself out of bed and put my legs on the floor and stood up,but fell straight down. "Shit my stomach" i whispered to myself.
I grabbed tightly onto it trying to ignore the pain,as i waddled downstairs,to my surprise Justin was sat on the sofa watching hockey. "Morning" i managed to say. "Hey" he replyed numbly without taking his eyes of the enormous flat screen.
"Pancakes,with golden syrup" he soon added. Great so i have to make pancakes :/
Justin can i just go buy some pancakes,i mean we dont have enough ingredients and by the time,i get home and finish making them you'll be starving." i asked quietly "sure,whatever" he replyed.
I dragged myself upstairs,quickly got dressed and applyed make up to my bruises. I went downstairs and out the door,into Justins car. I drove to the nearest grocery store and went to the bread ile
I went to the pancakes area when i heard someone shout my name.
i Turned around and saw Chaz, i walked to him and smiled. "hey" he smiled "hi" i replyed also smiling. "you okay?" he asked "could be better thanks" i half smiled,but his smile automatically disappeared. "Justin?" he asked i just slowly nodded. He looked at me with a sympathetic look and hugged me "ouch" i said and Jumped back,he touched my bruise. he gave a confused look and i slowly lifted up my top,reveling my stomach with a bruise the size of a big plate. He had tears in his eyes. "you cant let him do thi to you" he cried i just looked at my feet. "I-I better get going" i aid "hmm,sure" he said and smiled one last time and left,i took the pancakes,payed and left.
"what took you so long?" Justin shouted "sorry,massive queue" I lied "whatever,just give me pancakes already" he moaned. I quickly heated them up and served them how he wanted. "Justin can i go meet up with the girls in town?" i asked slowing handing him the food. "yeah,whatever i dont care,just shut up and leave or else" he shouted. I grabbed my iphone and car keys and left.
i was actually going to Chaz and Ryan,i always find comfort in them..
WOOOO! part 1 sorry its not long,my keyboards gone spazzy (explains a massive bit of large,bold writing) Gonna update tomorrow if i get enough votes and comments
more votes=longer,quicker update :)
