am i crazy?

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Roni's POV

We were t the party now and it smelt of sex,drugs and alcohol. Disgusting.

Justin was already drunk and covered by hoe's,for me it didnt matter anymore,i had Ryan and Chaz,they are more important to me now,cause atleast they care,where as Justin,hates me.

And i dont even know the reason,why.

i was just sat there thinking when my hand was grabbed and i was sitting on someones lap. I turned around to find myself sitting on Justins lap. Great what does he want? "yes" i said,crossing my hands. "im needy" Justin moaned. I snorted with laughter. "Justin,lets face it,youre surrounded by about 7 chicks and you want me?" i raised an eyebrow. "well after all you re my girlfriend." "girlfriends" i snorted sarcastically.

"Just shutup and do it already"he growled,getting annoyed. "i fine thanks" i got off his lap and walked away on my heel.

I went to the kitchen and took out a can of fanta,i opened it and went outside into the garden. I walked all the wy to the back of the huge garden,and sat on a stone bench,i sat there thinking what i did wrong,to make Justin behave this way.

Am I really such a bad girlfriend? i couldnt take it anymore,i just broke down and started crying,soon a pair of strong arms were wrapped around my shaking body,down deep inside i  was hoping it was Justin,even tho u know it wasnt. I turned around and saw Ryan. "why your crying princess?"

and then it all came back,when justin used to call me princess

flashback

i just sat there crying,why did it have to be me?

then the locked door was kicked open and Justin  came in"Look im so sorry,i dont deserve you,but i cant live without you.forgive me princess?" he said,his eyes started to get  puuffy.

i hesiatated but Jumped into his arms,i could hold him forever.

End of flashback

"yeah im fine thanks" i said wiping my tears. "look,i know youre not,i know its all because of Justin,but dont let it get to you" Ryan Smiled. I looked up into eyes,to find him already looking at me. We both blushed and a sudden urge over flew me,an urge to kiss him.

i dont know why,but i was so strong,i listened to it. and boom our lips were touching

Ryans POV

she kissed me,and i loved every single Minuet of it. she was perfect,her eyes,the way the twinkle,her hair the way it falls perfectly without her even trying. She is my idea of perfect.

But as soon as i realized what was happening i pulled away,this was so wrong,but it felt so write. she was smiling when i pulled away.

"Ry,i think i love you" she said,looking down, i was so happy i couldnt resist but to kiss her,to my luck,she kissed back..with passion.

"DUDE WHAT YOU DOING i heard some one yell,i thought it was Justin,but it was Chaz,phew,he came over closer"get some Ryan" he smirked "shutup idiot" Roni blushed.

wooo,sorry its short but hows that?
alot of drama in the next chaptor!

:)

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 22, 2013 ⏰

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