A Night To Remember

Chapter 43

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Note: this chapter will have stuff about suicide and cutting, so don't read this chapter if it triggers any bad memories. just remember, I'M ALWAYS HERE IF YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING!

I got back to my flat and saw that only Harry was there. he ran up to me and gave me a hug.
"Harry, goodbye. I love you and everyone else aswell." I said solemnly.
"Wait, baby what do you mean?" he asked.
"Harry, I can't take it anymore. I have the fans hating on me, your band mates, Marcel...... its just, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!" raising my voice at the end.
"No, no, no, no, no babe! please don't." Harry said but it was almost too late. I was already upstairs in the bathroom with the pills in my hand.
"BABE, STOP!" he yelled taking the pills out of my hand.
"Why did you do that?!?!" I said angry.
"Because I love you." he said kissing my forehead.
"But, I don't." I said showing him the cuts on my wrists.
"Why would such a beautiful girl like you do such a thing?" he asked kissing my wrists.
"I told you Harry, I don't love myself." I said getting my razor off of the counter holding it in my hands. Harry grabbed it out of my hands and threw it in the trash.
"HARRY! WHY DID YOU DO THAT???" I yelled at him.
"I told you, I love you!" he said bringing me into a hug and me crying into his shirt.
"It's ok cry it out babe," he said again rubbing my back. I kept on crying until Darcy came up to us.
"Mummy, why are you crying?" she asked tugging on the bottom of my shirt. I let go of Harry and bent down to her level then showed her my wrist.
"Mummy what so special about cuts on your wrist from accidents?" she asked.
"It's not accidents Darce, I do this when I'm angry at myself, promise me you will never do this ok?" I asked.
"Ok mummy!" she said hugging me. I got up to Harry and kissed his lips.
"I love Darcy, I wouldn't have done it." I said
"Yeah sure." Harry said. I walked out of the house and went over to Louis' house.

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I just walked in and Louis was playing with a baby?!?!
"Hey Lou, I didn't know you had a baby!" I said wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I didn't, this is my mother's baby, I have a new sister now!" he said.
"Hey Louis, wanna go out for a drink?"
"No Emily, your pregnant, you honestly think I'll go out for a drink with you? Harry will be mad at me for taking you to the bar, it'll be like I helped you with a abortion!"
"But we don't have to, I know you got beer in the fridge!" I said running over to the fridge grabbing a can of beer, opening it.
"Don't you dare!" he yelled at me. I took a sip.
"Are you fucking well mad!?!?" he yelled at me
"Well, I guess I am!" I yelled.
"I told you not to drink that! you know what's gonna happen don't you?" Louis said, his nostrils flaring and him towering over me.
"Yes," I whimpered. He was just like Harry, anger issues. He grabbed me by the collar and was about to smack me in the face when Perrie came in with Zayn.
"Don't you fucking touch Emily!" Zayn yelled. I squirmed around finally getting out of Louis' grip then ran over to Zayn who Protectively put his arm around my torso. Louis walked over to me and forcefully smashed his lips on mine so hard it hurt. I pushed him off of me and looked at him in disgust.
"Are you out of your Tomlinson mind?" I yelled at him.
"Yes!" he said and smashed his lips back onto mine.
"Get off of me you stupid ass dick!" I yelled at him. Zayn came with me outside and said to me:
"What happened in there?"
"I had a sip of beer," I said almost sounding like a question.
"Why? you know your pregnant so why would you do that?" he asked.
"Because I don't love myself." I said.
"Now, why wouldn't a beautiful lady like you love herself?" Zayn asked.
"Because of all the fans and Marcel but most importantly it's you guys!" I said.
"How is it us?" Zayn asked shocked.
"Your all just so rude to me!" I said, I showed him my cuts on my wrists and he gasped and kissed every single one of my cuts. I then walked back home because I didn't want Louis to come back out and hurt me.

I Walked into the house to find Darcy in the living room.
"Hey, Darce?"
"Yes mummy?"
"Where is daddy?" I asked
"He is out with uncle Louis." she said. I picked up Darcy and asked her:
"Hey babe, where did he say he was going?"
"He said he was going to Uncle Louis' house."
"C'mon Darcy, let's go to Uncle Louis'"