Hey first of all im sorry for being M.I.A. for a long time. I dont have a lot of time free with school and other stuff. Its mostly my ipods fault because i would just update there and since i updated it, it wont show my story so i have to go on the computer... I probably wont update for a little while again or until thanksgiving break. Sorry it isnt a good chapter. Idk if i should end it soon or keep going. you guys let me know and if i continue it may take a while. anyways enjoy...
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I felt a tear come down but i quickly wiped it away. I looked in the mirror. I was still in my pjs and I looked like a mess. Good thing i tool off my make up because if not i would have looked worst than I look now. I heard footsteps and I looked in the mirror to see who it was. Zayn. I began to cry more. I sat down on the floor as he got even closer putting my hands on my face. I felt hom sit next to me, taking a deep breath.
"Amy, Im sorry. You probably dont wanna talk or even look at me... Im sorry i fucked up. I dont want to cuss or anything but thats the only word to describe it. I didnt mean for this to happen. And you wanna know the worst part of the situation?" He took another deep breath " I still like you Amy, a lot. I know your my best mates girlfriend and i should be saying this but i think im falling for you. Pathetic huh? I know. Im sorry stupid me had to make everything so complicated and screw things up. Im an asshole"
I looked up at him and into his eyes. I could tell everything that he said, he meant. I gave him a sympathetic smile and a hug. My phone made a beep. 1 new text message from Bella.
'we left you alone with harry and zayn. Good luck!'
'Wtf! You werent supposed to leave the house' i sent back
I heared footsteps coming from below. Is that Harry? 'Of course its Harry, who else would it be' My stupid subconscious adds. I see Harry at the enterence o the door by the time i look up.
"I didnt mean to interrupt" he says codly and turns back. Zayn and I were still sitting on the floor together and kinda close.
"wait Harry... Can we talk?" I ask running after him
"there's nothing to talk about"
"Yes there is"
"no there isnt, just go back with your little boyfriend" Ouch.
"Harry, you know he isnt my boyfriend. We need to talk."
"Whatever" he says walking downstairs.
"Harry Im sorry"
"You already said that"
"Okay I know what i did was wrong but you dont have to be a jerk"
He doesnt say anything. All he does is pull out a water from the refrigerator.
"Can you say something?"
"What do you want me to say Amy? Do you want me to prentend like this never happend?" I didnt know what to say. I stood there completely speechless. "yes im upset that you did it and i also know that you are mad at what i did. But you know whats the thing that makes me even more mad. You got so mad at me when i kissed that girl while i was drunk, but yet you go do the smae thing while you sober. Right after i confessed that I love you. And the person that you kissed is my best mate. Thats what mad me so fucken mad"
Again i couldnt say anothing. All i could do is stand there. I wanted to run but my feet woulfnt take me anywhere. A tear escaped my eyes. We just stood there for what seemed like forever. I couldnt deny what he said because everything he said was true.
"Harry Im sorry"
He sighed. "Amy i know your sorry. But thats all you saying. I confessed that I Love you that night. You dint even say it back. All you keep saying is sorry"
"Your right I know. Everything that happend that night wasnt supposed to go that way. Zayn was there saying the right things and it just felt right at the moment. The kiss didnt mean anything. Even if you dont take me back I at least want you to forgive me and know that I love you too..."
I kissed him. All our feelings came out in the kiss. "I must really love you because I want to forgot about that night."I smiled and we kissed again. "thank you" i whispered into the kiss. We stood there hugging after. "What have I done to deserve you?" I asked. He gave me a comforting squeeze.
I heared someone clear there throat. I turned to face Zayn. He was standing there emotionless. I looked back up at Harry and gave him a small smile. He understood that i wanted to talk to him. I walked to Zayn while Harry walked away.
"So i guess this is it huh?" He said with a monotone voice. Great monotone voice is worse than a hurt tone. "Zayn--"
"No Amy I get it hes your boyfriend"
"Than whats the problem?" I asked.
"Nothing. Everythings fine" He began to walk away.
He turned aroung and began to walk away.
"Zayn wait" I ran after him. He turned around " I dont wanna end this on a sad note. Please can we be friends?" He tried to turn around but i wouldnt let him. His eyes looked a little... watery?
"I cant Amy" he said with saddness in his tone. I gave him a big hug.My eyes full of sympathy.
"Can we at least try?" I said in a whisper. I didnt want to cry again. Ive done enough crying in one day. He gave me a small smile and nod before he walked away.
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Okay so sorry the chapter want too good. I tried putting some drama in there even though theres been a lot of that lately. Let me know if i should end the story soon or make it a bit longer y putting detail into the days. And sorry for a long wait.
~Love Sarybell <3
