He Cheated And I Accepted (Taekook)

One Shot

I have always known this. I have always known that everything had to end one day. That he will leave me one day. I knew that his feelings would eventually stop one day. I knew he would stop loving me one day.

But I didn't think it would be this soon. And I didn't know I would find out this way. It was very hard to take in the sight infront of me.

It was a very painful yet sweet sight. I've never seen him smile this bright. I have never thought that this day would come. This day when he is happy because of someone else that is not me.

I love his smile so much, so I decided that I won't stop him and his true happiness. He is better off without me. I can't keep him safe. I can't protect him. I want to but I can't. I am sorry, I really am.

This is for the better.

I walked away as I completely ignored Jungkook giving a sweet kiss on Jimin's cheek. I didn't want to see anymore. I couldn't take it. I was breaking inside.

I reached home, the same home I share with him, my cheeks dry because of my salty and warm tears.

'Tears are warm when you cry for someone you dearly love.'

I love him. He was my first and true love.

I washed my face and got dressed in my comfortable clothes. I sat on my couch and turned on the TV. Something that I don't remember (since I didn't even pay attention to it) was playing. But I couldn't care less.

My mind was occupied. With thoughts of Jungkook.

I was having a great heart ache and was busy drowning myself in self pity when Jungkook came back home.
"Tae, I'm back." He shouted right as he opened the door and walked into the living room.

"Kookie. How was your day?"

"It was great Tae. I had fun!!" Jungkook exclaimed happily.

"Great." I smiled at him.

"Tae, is anything wrong?" He looked so worried and caring. It melted me.

I shook my head. "No. I'm just tired and want to cuddle. Please baby." I stared at his beautiful eyes.

He smiled his perfect smile. I won't be able to see that smile soon so I cherished it.

He changed and came back. Jumping on the couch next to me, he hugged my waist. I snuggled closer to him and kissed his forehead. He giggled.

I'm going to miss these cute little giggles. I cherished this moment. This is my last cuddle with him. I pecked his lips. He smiled.

"I love you Kookie." I said gently. I was very sincere.

"I love you too, Tae."

Liar.

But I didn't, couldn't get mad at him. He was my fluffball. He cheated on me but I didn't say anything. I didn't mention anything. I understand him. I understand that feelings are not permanent for others. But for me it will only be him.

I'm sorry Kookie.

We fell asleep cuddling.

I woke up with a tight hold on my waist. I turned to see Jungkook sleeping peacefully. My baby.

I got out of his hold and went to my room. I showered and got dressed. I packed my clothes and other necessary things. I took the framed picture of me and Kook smiling sweetly at eachother. Our first aniversary.

I can't see these smiles anymore.

After packing I went downstairs to see Kookie drinking water in the kitchen.

I puffed my cheeks and sighed.

I was ready. I was ready to face him.

"Tae... what's wrong? Where are you going?" Kookie asked when he saw me and my luggage. He rushed toward me and held my wrist.

I let his hand go.

"I'm sorry Kookie." I held back my tears. He didn't say anything. "I saw you with Jimin yesterday. I know you weren't working. I saw you kiss Jimin."

"I- " kookie tried to say something but he didn't. I was more hurt that he didn't deny it.

"Kookie. I'm not mad at you for cheating. I am mad at myself for not being worth it. I am not worth it Kookie. I understand your reasons for being with Jimin. You know I'm messed up so I don't want to mess you up. I love you so much but this is it. You deserve better."

He still didn't speak. He didn't look at me. His head was hung low.

"This is it. It's the end Kook. I love you but you deserve better. I will miss you." Silence.

"You understand me, right? Jungkook?" I asked.

He just shook his head. I couldn't see him like this.

"I'm sorry. Bye." I hugged him lightly before letting go and walking toward the door.

In all honesty, I wanted him to stop me. I wanted him to tell me that it was a misunderstanding and that he loves me very much. I was hoping too much. He didn't even look back. I let a tear escape me. I couldn't hold it back.

I walked away. I didn't want to look back. I will not regret doing this, I told myself. God was I wrong.

I was totally broken.

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Taehyung walked away thinking Jungkook didn't care. He thought it meant nothing to Jungkook.

He had missed the tear that slipped from Jungkook's precious eyes when he said it was the end. He had missed Jungkook crying his heart out with the door wide open. He was welcomed back anytime. Welcomed back to his and Jungkook's once shared apartment. Welcomed back to Jungkook's heart which he didn't know, belonged to him. He was welcomed and wanted.

But he never did return.

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