He Cheated And I Accepted (Taekook)

Jungkook

Darkness everywhere. Life has been so dull without hyung. I miss him so much. I want to hug him, kiss him, say I love him and mainly I want to say sorry. I want him back.

Shut up. It's all your fault. You let him go. You cheated. Another part inside me screamed. Warm tears slipped as I held my head tightly with my arms.

"Tears are warm when it's for someone you dearly love" I remember him saying. It was when my mom was seriously ill and I couldn't provide her with proper care. I had cried so much but back then I had Taehyung hyung.

I had a shoulder to lean on. He held me back then. "Will your tears be warm if it was for me hyung?" I whispered as I controlled my tears.

"Of course my Kookie. In fact it will be boiling hot," he told me. I chuckled. He always knew how to make me feel better. I miss him so much.

Every time I tried to get my hyung back, I got reminded of what I did. I cheated. What was I thinking? Stupid Jungkook. I deserve this. He deserves someone way better than me.

I want to say sorry. I was just distracted by Jimin's looks and words. I was attracted to him as a friend. I was so caught up in thinking I had feelings for him that I totally forgot my perfect match. The perfect guy I had fallen for, not only because of his sweet rectangle smile but his stupid and cheesy words and mainly his lovable and kind actions. I want to get back my lover but I should stop being selfish.

You did wrong. It's all your fault so stop being selfish and let him live happily. Accept reality you jerk. You lost the perfect gift you ever got and now you can never have it back. I told myself.

Taetae, I'm sorry. I love you so much. Forgive me.

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This was Jungkook's POV so now we know why. I hope you liked this story. Thank you.
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