Hurting

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Justin's POV

I was at the hospital for 3 days straight. Both Bella and Elizabeth could come home later today. I was getting the house ready for them to come back. I was running around making sure everything was perfect. I drove to the hospital to pick up Bella and Elizabeth. I walked inside and went right to their room. I walked in and saw Elizabeth and Bella's thing's all packed. Elizabeth was facing the other way still putting things in a bag, and Bella was sitting on the edge of the bed. I walked over to her and lifted her chin and smiled at her.

J: "Hey baby girl."

B: "hi."

J: "You ready to go home?"

B: "No."

J: "Why not?"

B: "I don't want to be around you."

J: "Why?"

B: "YOU CHEATED ON MOM! YOU CHEATED ON HER MORE THEN ONCE BUT THIS TIME YOU HURT TWO PEOPLE. IF YOU LOVED US YOU WOULDN'T HURT US! BUT YOU DID SO THIS PROVES HOW MUCH YOU LOVE US."

J: "Baby, I love you and Mommy so so so so so much, more then you'll ever know. I care for both you and Mommy. I will always be there for you. I'm sorry I hurt you both, you don't know how I feel. I feel like the worst person in the world. I feel like I don't deserve you two."

B: "Good, because you don't." 

Bella then got up and walked out of the room and I just curled up on the floor crying. I knew I didn't deserve Elizabeth or Bella they are both perfect. I love them so much. Why do I have to keep screwing up?! I kept crying and crying and crying, then I felt someone rubbing my back. I looked up and heard Elizabeth. 

E: "Shhh shhh Justin calm down, it's okay, it's okay."

J: "NO IT'S NOT! I HURT YOU AND HURT YOU AND HURT YOU AND YOU KEPT TAKING ME BACK! WHY?"

E: "Becuase I loved you.'

J: "What?"

E: "I loved you."

J: "Loved?"

E: "Loved, past."

J: "You don't love me anymore."

E: "I don't know right now, but what I do know is I'm hurting. And I know Bella's hurting. We both are."

J: "I know and I'm sorry."

E: "Sh sh let's not talk about it right now."

J: "She hates me!"

E: "Bella does not hate you."

J: "YES SHE DOES, DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME THAT SHE LOVES ME BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T!"

E: "Like I said Bella is hurt, again we both are, but she could never stop loving you."

J: "But could you?"

E: "I don't know,"

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