Human

Chapter 1

It's has been a couple days since the girls have started their new 7/27 tour in America. With new costumes and new choreography the girls have been killing it every show.

However with all the new additions, tensions have stayed the same between the girls. They love there fans but usually they're the ones that start all this drama involving them and there relationships.

With Camila being the main subject of interest.

The brown haired girl has been very secluded lately, not by the girls but by herself. She doesn't like to do any of the things the other girls enjoy.

She didn't go to the party they threw on The Forth of July. Even though she new she should have because all the fans were on Twitter wondering where she was.

She instead was in the bathroom concentrating on her music. Her music has been her escape from most of the drama lately. She loved just sitting down and writing what she felt and lately she felt a lot.

She mainly wrote about her feelings for a certain band mate. She didn't know why she felt the way she did and she didn't want to feel the way she did.

The green eyed girl just had a sort of power over her that she couldn't control. It was as if she put a spell on Camila and the only way Camila new to get out was to ignore and suppress it.

However, no matter how much she tried she couldn't get over her feelings.

She has had these feeling for four years. That seems like a long time but time has flew by since their first encounter on the X Factor.

Back then she would show her affection openly and so would Lauren. For a time Camila thought Lauren had the same feelings. They would hold hands, hug, and look at each other for a little to long to be just friends.

Those were the days. Now Camila and Lauren hardly talk. Ever since #Camren started becoming a little more then a friendship, Lauren had stopped looking at Camila and stopped touching her in public. Even on Twitter she has stopped interacting with the brown haired girl.

Camila didn't blame her though. She knew Lauren hated the rumors she just didn't know why. Camila was fine with them. Although she was scared someone would actually figure out her feeling, having the fans around kinda made it so that she could pretend it was just a rumor.

She was able to hide behind all the "rumors" and assumption. Everyone thought of the "Camren Shippers" as delusional. If only they knew her real feelings. She could picture all the trends and fan videos made already.

But no one will ever know of her feelings. She has vowed to herself to keep them secret until they go away or, let's face it, they probably will never go away and she'll be stuck with this secret for the rest of her life.

For now the brunet sits in a park in Washington DC playing her guitar and think about her feelings. She has written some lyrics but she knows they will go nowhere considering they have the pronouns she and her in them.

Camila has no problem with being gay but she hasn't accepted it yet. Lauren is the only girl she has ever had feelings for. Maybe it was just for the green eyed girl.

She knew deep down that wasn't true but she wasn't ready. With all the publicity the group has been getting Camila was afraid of ruining everything they have worked for.

She stayed at the spot in the park for a couple of hours till she had to go and get ready for the next show. She said hi to a couple of fans, packed up her guitar, and headed to Dinah and hers bus.