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    New start?

Samantha p:o:v😋
Three weeks later...
I headed out of my third class and made my way to the lunch room.everybody was staring at me but I shook it off tho.i made my way to the food and for my shi together,they were finally serving something edible today burger and fries wit a milkshake.😭👏🏽
Anyways I was looking for my table and found my besty wit my home girl karlie ,two guys and amari?i was confused asf but I jus went wit it and sat down next amari since he was at the end.
"Hey baes!"
I felt eyes on me and I was getting nervous.
"Hey Sammy I see your here..."karlie said with rolling her eyes.
I looked at my crew and saw everybody muggin me.
"What's going on?"
Victoria smacked her lips.
"You tell me hoe."hold tf up who was she talking too.
"You know damn well I'm not a hoe."I felt my anger rising inside me.
"So where were u then nigga?"I looked over and saw one of the guys from my first period talking shi.
"Why ru talking crap about me when idk even know u?"
I said hitting the table.
"We all know u were fn around wit Devon earlier."Devon,do they mean Devon Martin the most popular football player in the school?i looked at Amari shocked to even think he would go that far,it's been a couple of weeks and he would really think I would stoop that low.
I was done wit all the bull crap so instead of punching the shi out of him I poured my milkshake on him and got up.
"Fuck u Amari why would u actually think I would be messing around with Devon Martin?!after all that nigga put me through!and shit I actually thought you guys were down for me but fuck all of y'all I'll be down for myself!"and wit that I left the school and drove home.i was just done with all the bull crap I've had a lot on my chest the past three weeks my moms is getting sick and my dad isn't even talking to me cuz of his bum ass wife and me and my crew aren't even talking no more but I don't care tbh I have other problems to worry about instead of petty shit.
I drove in and opened the door to find my moms on couch with a bottle in her hand.
She looked drunk and I never saw her like this.
"Where have your ass been Samantha?"she said with dark cold eyes taking a sip of her bottle of vaka.
"I've been at school mom,and why are you doing this?"
I went to try and grab the bottle away from her but she grabbed my wrist and looked me coldly.
"Your the problem I have Samantha!i never should've given birth to u I should've listened to my mother and aborted your ungrateful ass!ur biggest mistake I've ever had and I regret it bitch!"and with that she pushed me to the ground .i felt tears flowing down my cheeks.i heard glass break to the floor and a room door slam.i ran to my room and gathered my things.i went down the stairs and slammed the front door shut.

i went down the stairs and slammed the front door shut

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Samantha's mom above

I can't take this anymore.all the blame and problems being thrown on me.i sometimes think of suicide but I know I have to hang in there for my own good.

I started the car and drove I don't know where to but I let my mind wonder.i heard my speakers blasting. Pills n potions-by nick I minaj

Pills n potions...
Were over dose in,I'm angry but I still love you...
At that moment I couldn't stop thinking about Amari idk y but it went through my head.lately me and him been distant and before we were getting close,I know I might have feeling for him but after today I don't even know if he feels the same.in the halls I see him all over different girls to make me jealous but I just kept it moving.i miss talking to him tho😔.
I didn't notice I was crying intill I felt at ear hit my chest as I was driving.
I heard my phone ringing ,I looked up to see it was Amari.
I sighed and put answer
"Hey."
"Hi what do u want?"
"Look I'm sorry for I've been distant lately and about what happened earlier.um can u stop by my place real quick?"
"Uh yeah I see u in a few."
"K bye."
"Bye"
End of call...
Idk why I said yes I feel kinda stupid but I can't back out now.
5 minutes later..
I pull up to his drive way and park.
I got out and knocked on the door.
I waited for a while and the door opened to a shirtless Amari,mmmm lemme stop😏
He had on some gray sweatpants that went down a lil and showed his v line.he looked like he jus came out the shower cuz his hair was wet and curly.
"Hey are u done checking me out?"he said with a chuckle.
"What oh hey and nobody wants to be checking ur ugly ass out."I said hitting his arm playfully.
He smiled and signaled me to come in.
Damn his house is huge.
"Thank u."
My eyes widened a lil,he heard me.
"Oh Yw."I felt heat on my cheeks.
"Come on."
I followed him to the kitchen and found out at he cooked us dinner.
"Well damn u were expecting me."I couldn't help but laugh.he smirked mumbling something to himself.
"Thank u."
"Yw babygirl."
We sat down and started eating.this food is so good.😊
"I just wanted to say sorry again for what I did that was really fucked up what I did."he looked at me I swear I could see lust  in his eyes but I shook it off.
"Amari,I said it's fine ur apology is accepted."I smiled at him to lighten up the mood.
We were silent for the rest of the dinner thingy.
We finished our food And he got up to try to get my plate but I took him and cleaned both he just watched me as he leaned against the counter.
"So what's up with u lately?"
I stopped the water and dryer my hands then I turned to him.
I took a deep breath.
"I jus been dealing wit all these problems,my dad isn't talking to me my close friends aren't even down wit me and my mom is sick and we just had a huge argument."
I explained what happened to him and he brung me closer with a tight hug I instantly felt the stress lift off my shoulders.
"U could stay wit me,I'll help u out u won't have to worry about anything."
He said as we needed the hug but he had his arms around my waist.
"Are u sure mar cuz I don't want to put any of the prob-"he cut me off with a kiss.it felt different,it felt good.I kissed him back and he added some tongue.i was melting inside😍.
We pulled back and he looked me in my eyes,I love his dark brown eyes tho.
"Sorry I got carried away maybe I shou-"I cut him off and kissed his soft lips.
"Ur fine boo."I said smirking at him.
He brung me closer and kissed my cheek.
I giggled.i covered my mouth.
"So I giggle now?"he whispered in my ear seducively .
I felt sparks going down my neck.
"Will u be mine?"I looked at him to see if he was joking but he was serious.
I bit my lip "yes I'll be yours."he smiled and kissed my cheeks.
Before I knew it I was being lifted off my feet and carried up the stairs.
"AMari what are u doing."I laughed at how fast he was going up the stairs.
"Bringing u to my evil layer."he opened a door and put me down on the bed I looked around and saw how huge the room was I think it was the masters.
"Boy u better not try anything."I said as he went on top of me and played with my hair.
"No promises."he started kissing down my neck.his lips are so soft nd good😩.
"Well.."I pushed him off and flipped us over with me on top of him.
He put his hands on my waist going up my back.
"I have to go get my clothes,I'll be back to take a shower."I raced down the stairs and got my stuff nd went to our room.
I heard the shower on.i know this heifer didn't just hop in the shower after I told him I'm going in.
I got my clothes and layed them down and knocked on the door.
The shower turned off and here came Amari with a towel around his waist.
"Yes?"he said smirking.
"U know I was about to go in."I said muggin him.
"U could join if u want."I waited for a moment and rolled my eyes.
I walked in the bathroom took off my clothes and went in.
My Pandora turned on with ,no love-by August alsina ft nicki minaj
I was into the song I was lost into space.

August you know I'm here to save you.
Me and them girls,we ain't the same boo,u know I hate it...
When u leave me..

I snapped out of it went heard the shower door open I turned and saw Amari .
I covered myself real quick.
"And just what the hell are u doing?"
He looked at me with a smirk.
"U never said no."
"And I never said yes."
He come closer to me and unwrapped my arms from my hold and looked at me.
"Ur so beautiful."I blushed this is the first time a guy has ever looked at me in this way.
"Don't look down mami,I mean what I said."I looked up and smiled.
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Amari and samantha?😍
Will her crew turn on her or try to gain her trust back?
Will her mom come back to reality?
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