Somebody I Used To Know (Complete)

Letter no. 4

Dear somebody I used to know,

Why are you so intent on breaking me?

Do you, perhaps, enjoy my pain? Do you revel in it? 

I am sick of you. I hate you and I hate her. Because you love her and not me. She already has a boyfriend who is your best friend. And yet you are stalking your friend's girl. 

I saw the way you touched her fingers while passing the notes to her and then you sat behind me. And then you whispered close to my ear that you would totally bang her. I closed my eyes, not letting the pain surface. 

But I know you did it on purpose. Why can't I rid myself of this horrible feeling that makes my throat burn? Why can't you look into the depths of my heart and realize that my heart aches longingly for you and only you? Why can't you see that the reason don't go out with anyone else is because every single beat of my heart is beating for you?