Somebody I Used To Know (Complete)

Letter no. 10

Dear somebody I used to know,

D. I got a D in my exams. My parents grow worried each day and I feel like a disappointment. 

My friends that I loved so dearly grow distant or perhaps it is I who is distancing myself from everyone. 

You ignored me when I was sitting in the library and then you walked away but I could see the fading black eye. 

I missed it. I missed your insults and your hate speech. I hate the fact that you ignored me like I didn't exist. I want to hear your voice even if it is to insult me. 

Maybe this is love. Even when you hurt me, I relish it because atleast you spend enough time on me to hate me.

It;s funny how they got atleast one fact right. Love made you crazy. 

And this was the extent of my craziness that I missed your jeers.