UNTITLED

Redundant

And for the nth time.

I wish for old times to come back.

I don't want to acknowledge it, succumb to my feelings.

But it's eating me inside.

I miss the time when he smiles tenderly at me. When I know that he's feeling something for me. I wish that my feelings were developed that time. So I can also show him that he's special, someone important.

It's now too late, my time of realization that is.

Now he already likes someone.

For I can see it in the way he talked to her, talked about her. The way he smile at her.

That smile which is mine long time ago.

I guess this is the end of my era.

It already slips out in my hands before I even realize it.

It's unfair.

I did'nt even have the chance to explore my feelings.

I guess it's not really for me.

But still I can't let go.

I'm still waiting for that severed connection to reappear.