I'm Kathryn Bernardo. I'm not deserve to be loved. Hndi naman ako magkakaganito kundi dahil sa family ko. I had a worst childhood mem'ries. I don't have friends or bestfriend that I can share what I want to share. Lagi akong bnbully sa school. Everyday na pumapasok ako, lagi nalang ako umiiyak. My mom didn't know that. As if she cares. All I know she's busy with that stupid business. Napapansin niya lang ako pag may nagagawa akong hindi niya nagustuhan. Natatandaan ko pa nung bata ako, ayoko kase ng ulam 'ayun hndi ako kumaen. Ang ginawa niya sa labas ako pinatulog kahit iyak na ako ng iyak hndi niya ako pinapasok, Bata palang ako nun ha. Hndi ko nga alam kung baket pa ako pinanganak eh, para lang ba kawawain ako. Minsan iniisip ko na sana ampon nalang ako. Mas tanggap ko pa yun kesa naman yung pahirap na ginagawa saken. Srsly, I didn't mention my dad. Why? Kase simula bata ako wala na siya. I mean hndi ko alam kung nasaan. Lumaki ako ng walang daddy. Sabi ng mom ko nasa ibang bansa daw. Minsan lng yun umuwi dito kaya sanay na ako. Madalas sila nag-aaway ni mommy pag umuuwi si daddy. Kahit buo kame feel ko I have a broken family. Kung pano ako itreat ni mommy ganun din si daddy. It seems they're not happy having a daughter. Kase kung mahal nila ako hndi nila ako sasaktan at babaliwalain.
My tears starts to fall again.
Remembering my past. Damn!
I just want to forget all of this.
When I was a kid I said to myself that I need to be stronger, I'll never be the Kathryn that they know. I need to face all my fears. I don't care to my parents because they didn't care for me.
I'm a senior student. The popular one.
It's first day of school. Things I hate the most, you'll introduce your self in front of the class, you'll gonna tell them about your self, hobbies or anything. As if everyone wants to hear or interested about you. I know that everyone doesn't like that. Rules are rules. But I'll break that rules. They know me. I'm the daughter of the owner of the school. So I can do whatever I want.
Oh! I have a two friend. Zharm Arriola and Julia Barretto. They're popular because of me. From the start I don't want their attitude. They are so "maarte". Parang pumasok lang sila dito sa school para lng ilantad ang kaartehan nila sa sarili. Tapos kung mkapagmake-up parang bakla sa sobrang kapal. But for me it's not about the looks. Lahat naman ng babae may kaartehan sa buhay kahit ako man. But still they have a good side sometimes. Hahaha. Parang naging kaibigan ko lng yung mga nambubully saken dati. Hndi naman siguro masama kapag naging kaibigan mo yung "enemies" mo dati.
Nag-ikot ikot nalang ako dito sa campus. Nag-iisip isip na nman. Hahaha. Magdditch nlang ako, yan naman lagi ginagawa ko pag first day. Boring kase first day eh. Everyone knows that.
Biglang may nagtex ..
From: Zharm Arriola
Girl! Where are you? I'm with Julia. We miss you. Haha. Seeyah! :)
Hndi ko na nreplyan at hndi muna ako magpapakita kila Zharm. Baka kung ano lang magawa ko sakanila. Hahaha. Shempre joke lng yon.
What's new? Lahat sila tumitingin saken habang naglalakad ako. Alam ko ng maganda ako! ;)
"OMG! She's hot"
"Simple but gorgeous"
"Liligawan ko yan pre!"
"MU nga kame nyan eh"
Wait! MU? Like duh! Dream on!
"Hoy lalake! MU ba kamo? Pangalan mo nga hndi ko alam eh. MU pa? Hoy! Magarap ka!" Sabay tapik ko sa pisngi nung lalake. "At kayo bumalik nga kayo sa mga klase niyo, kundi ipapahiya ko kayo katulad ng ginawa ko dito sa katabi ko" Lahat sila nagsitakbuhan na. Hahaha.
