Blake

Chapter 3

*Saturday*

I'm going shopping.
Oh and by the way, I need the house tonight. So don't be there my mother said.

I can't ask Jen to stay with her, I don't know her well enough. And I don't want to have to explain why I can't stay at my own house. I'm sure my mother cheats on John.

*ring ring*

Hello.

Hi it's Jen, do you want to go to the club tonight?

Yeah why not.

Cool! See you later!

See you!

* hangs up*

I can't remember the last time I went to a club. It was with Tyler and the girls.
We used to go out a lot. But, that was before. As I have nowhere to go tonight, I guess I will stay at the club until it closes. And then I'll come back home. That sounds like a plan.

* a little later*

I was in my bedroom and I looked at my clothes. The clothes that I didn't wear since a year. Before I felt disgusting with myself. But tonight, I go out for the first time since it happened...
And I want to enjoy it, whatever I have no choice, I can't stay here. So what can I wear tonight? I will wear my blue top and a skirt. I guess I'm ready.

So we went to the club me and Jen.
It was pretty great. I missed it. I missed my normal life. We also had a lot of drinks. I felt alive for once.

Your lucky man, Blake is here and she seems pretty drunk Jay said.

What? Liam said
Damn she's hot tonight.

This is your chance bro.
It's now or never.

Your right.
Well I didn't expect to see you here Blake Liam said.

Can I buy you a drink Jen Jay said.
Sure I can't say no to you Jen said.

Well, me neither I said.

You're beautiful tonight...
No pants, no sweat. What did you do to Blake?
Did you know that I was coming?

You think I did all of this for you?

Yes I think Liam said.

Suddenly, he came closer to me and he kissed me. It was so unexpected.
And I was really unexpected.

Don't kiss me, or you're going to fall in love with me I said.

You know, I prefer this Blake, she's way more fun. Do you want to come to my place?

I have nowhere to go anyways.

Then follow me.

Don't wake up my mother.

I'm sorry.
Do you know how so handsome you are?

Yeah I know Liam said.

I'm tired.

You can lay down on my bed...

* Liam's pov *

She is in my bed, in front of me.
She's completely drunk.
If I want to have her, it's now or never,
I know it. I mean she's beautiful she's rich and she's smart. There's no way I can end up with a girl like her one day.
I'm to bad. So I went on top of her and started to kiss her. And she let me do it.
Then I started to in dress her. Soon we were both in underwear.
Damn, she has such a nice body.
She is very beautiful...
I couldn't stop kissing her she was so hot. But then I look at her...
And at that moment, I realized I couldn't do this to her. She look at me, with a quizzical look on her face.
You should sleep, I said before I kissed her on the forehead. I stood up and I went outside for a moment to collect my thoughts. After a while, I went to my bedroom again and I stared at her.
She was sleeping peacefully.
I took the duvet to cover her up and then I saw something.
She was covered with bruises.
Not the kind of bruises you have when you fall from stairs.
What happens to her.
I guess I will never know...
I lay down next to her, trying not to wake her up. I think she felt that I was here because she snuggles up with me.
I held her tight against me.
What am I doing?
I can't get involved.
I can't let her fall in love with me...