Forgotten (justin bieber fanfiction)

Chapter 7- She won't stay off my mind

Justin's pov

"Justin you need to chill the fuck out. You've only been dating for a short period of time. it's probably harder for her to choose between losing her best friend and losing her lover." scooter said.

"You think you understand scooter but you really don't. how i see it is that i'm her lover at the moment but her best friend whoever the hell he is, will replace me. i cant let another girl leave me broken scooter. i just can't"

"Heyy!" fredo entered the room "justin aren't you meant to be taking ashley out tonight" clearly Alfredo didn't know about the situation, so it was just a little awkward

"Oh no justin. please don't tell me you've messed it up already" fredo sighed

"Messed what up?"

"Every time you get to know a girl you just drop her after a while like she's nothing. fame as changed you. whether you want to admit it or not. you have changed."

"Well i didn't mess anything up this time. she did." i simply said escaping the awkward silences and the confused looks i was receiving.

Narrators pov

Justin's mind wondered throughout the day. he had a concert and two appearances to get to through.

Justin couldn't get ashley off his mind. they hadn't even been on a date yet he felt over protective over. he didn't want her to pick him out of pity. he wanted her to love him and be faithful. at times justin felt alone. he just wanted someone normal to be there for him. he wanted to get over selena. however because she's so beautiful and flawless he couldn't help but fall for her over and over again.

When selena ended their relationship she walked away like he was nothing. he never wanted to feel that pain again. he held his head as high as he could especially in the public eye. but sometimes he let himself down.

Eventually things turned to the worst. justin started smoking weed. wearing some outrageous pants. getting more and more tattoos. (I like his tattoos and it's his life)

A couple of months passed by and it was clear who ashley had chosen.

Her and her new boyfriends face would be plastered across every tabloid you could find.

The crew worried about justin a lot he stayed closed off and would barely express himself in any way. the crew feared that they were losing the young boy from a little place in canada.

For the last couple of months Justin kept himself away from people as much as he could.

But one night..the very same girl he had fallen in love with came to visit him. he expected for everything to work out. but it didn't

And thats when the journals began.

Every night Justin would write a new song on tour. Some, dedicated to the fans but the others , well most of them were dedicated to her.