chapter four- What now?

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Ashley's P.O.V

It was perfect. The way his lips molded into mine. The way they moved in sync. I didn't want this momen to end. He pulled back and looked into my eyes.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to.." He mumbled, stroking my cheek.

"What now?" I whispered, not pealing my eyes away from his.

"urm..." He scratched the back of his neck.

"I... I don't know... I mean..... I've got my tour and stuff.." He mumbled. Great, just as things get good. "Urm.. Well... Okay.." I shrugged, walking through my door.

"Ashley!" Justin pulled me to a hault. I could feel tears stinging the corner of my eyes.

"What?" I croaked, trying my hardest not to break down in front of the man before me.  

"I want to see you again.." He whispered, letting go of me.

"It won't work Justin..." I mumbled, shutting the door behind me. I slid down the door, hugging my knees. I knew this would happen. I just knew it. Ill get close to him, and he'll leave. He won't have time for me, he won't love me. We'll fall apart which is going to hurt even more. I can't keep doing this. The whole fame thing will get it the way, so will his fans. Ill get hate. There will be rumours spredding about Justin 'Cheating' And being seen with other girls. I can't put myself through that can I? But, what if its worth it in the end? I sighed and pulled my phone out my pocket. I scrolled through my contacts, looking for Justin's number. My finger hovering over the call button... Should I call him?

Justin's p.o.v

She closed the door. Just like that and she was gone. I need her. I want her. I crave her. After standing outside for 10 minuets I sighed and made my way back. 

"How did it go?" Fredo asked, as soon as I got in. 

"She said... It won't work... What does that even mean?" I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration. 

"It means.. She's scared of the fame, what it might do to you guys... But if its worth it? And she wants to go through with it.. She'll call in time.." He explained, handing me a drink.

"I just... Sometime's I wish I was just normal. Without any fame... Without the huge spotlight on me... Then I can do normal things you know? Drink, have a laugh, date whoever I want without people getting in the way..." I sighed, taking a sip of my soda. 

"Justin... Why are you stuck on her? When there's other girls?" 

"She's different Fredo..." I mumbled. 

*Ring Ring* I pulled my phone out my pocket.

*Ashley<3<3*

"Hello?" I croaked down the phone, trying my best to stay strong.

"Justin? Look I'm sorry okay? I... I wanna see... I wanna see how things go.." She sighed down the phone.

"Listen, Ash? If it gets to much just say okay?"  I ran my hand over my neck.

"Yeh, Ill... See you soon?" 

"Yeh, bye.." I smiled, pressing the 'end call' Button. 

"So, who was that?" Fredo asked smirking.

"You were right.." I smiled. 

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