As a coming up thug I learned alot in this game I learned how to sell weed roll weed and smoke it. I started robbing because my mom or my step dad couldn't give me what I wanted or needed so I need money so I gotta get it fast selling only got me so far I needed more then one day i started coming to school early then I started chillin by the basketball court then this n**** started talking about money when n****s talk money I'm all in this n**** named Turk was the realiest n**** I know Turk was the type of n**** that don't take s*** from nobody Turk get all the play at school with the girls. every after school we always smoked out off that xo , kush, purp, we always on that loud we was on top at school n****s always trying to be down with us but we wasn't on that on a Friday night we was turned up at Turk crib it was me and Turk and 5 bad b****s smoking on that loud 15 joints in the air these girl was high as f*** they was getting naked they was giving us lap dances three of them was in the kitchen kissing and s*** one of the girls was like she wanna smash Turk told me to do it so I went in I was hitting it right because I had her screaming my name and s*** Turk was saying big boy on that. when we was done she was like "you was on point hitting it right and all are you really 15" I'm like yea" then she was smile then my ole girl called and said " bring yo a** home its 5:00 am " I said "ight" I told them I gotta go Turk said " keep yo head up pimpin" I said "true" then I was leaving the girl I had smash was like "let me walk you out side" I said "OK" she was talking about "we should go out on a date so we can get to know each other and later we can be more then friends" I said " yea I'm down for that " then she kissed me and went back to the house the next day I called her and told her to "met me at my house" she said "ok bae" she came to my house we was talking she told me that "she wants something real she want me to only be with her" I told her "I want the same I want you to be down with me " she said " I can be that! for real" I said OK" then we started to f*** I was going in until the condom broke said she "f*** it keep going" I said "OK now if you have a baby its all on you" she said "boy" I said "hmmm" when we was done she went home. on Monday Turk came to school with the fie because n****s was talking crazy after school me and Turk went to check these n****s Turk pulled out the fie these n****s was like "why we can't fight" Turk told me to "get live" I beat all 4 of them they ran home me and Turk started rolling up we high walking home I said "f*** it ima call my girl to pick us up" Turk said "ight fam" she picked us up at a store she said "baby" then she kiss me. then she drop Turk off to his crib then me and her went to the movies after that we on the way to my crib she tells me she's having a "baby" I said "wow" said she "are you happy" I said "yea now I have to work hard for us and the baby" she said selling "weed and robbing is not work I want you to do things right with a real job ok" I said "OK that true" she said "I love you" I didn't think I just said "I love you to" the first time I really loved someone . that same week on friday . the police knock on my door ,breaks my room door while my girl naked and then they smash my head to the wall its blood coming from my head my girl is yelling stop now the police are putting me in the car. one month passes I get out of jail the first person I see is my girl with a big belly I go by Turk crib and find out he went to jail because some n**** told about the fie. this f***ed up . my girl had the baby and I found a good job me and my girl got a place .