I can't stop having nightmares
It's like my brain wants to prepare me for the worst
But why
Life has been so wonderfull
I don't want it to go downhill
I have so many things i want to do
I want to kiss you as many times as possible
So please just let me
Because something bad is going to happen
Because i'm waking up with sweaty hands and short breaths
And i don't like it one bit
I try to calm myself but it only makes it worse
And i don't want you to be hurting
So please just tell me if anything is wrong
Because i can handle a little pain
one drag of addictive sticks can help me get trough this a lil easier
So please just let the smoke fill my loungs
I know it's killing me but so is knowning you lay awake at night and so is waiting for that bomb
So why not make it a little easier
