Harry's POV
What happened yesterday? Niall and I came out for each other. But I did not tell him I love him. I was about to tell him but then my phone rang.. I have to tell him. But when?
I got off my bed in my boxers and went downstairs to make myself some breakfast. When I made it, all I could think of was Niall. How great his family has been with him when he came out.. My dad did not wanted to see me anymore. Well I have Robin, but that's not the same.. He's not my real dad. My mum is okay with it. I've got girlfriends but I've never had a boyfriend before, only been in love with one - or should I say two.
I just remember that I'm gonna be with Niall today again. We're going to buy him a new phone, but I won't let him pay. Haha literally it was my fault that he dropped his phone, so I'll pay.
God how nervous I was yesterday. But he enjoyed the lunch and said he liked it so hopefully I can make it another time for him. Why I decided to come out for only Niall, was because I trust him to 110%. He keept all my secrets I tell him and I keep his. And the good thing is that he's gay too. I might have a chance? I'd love being his, and he being mine.
I ate my sandwich I made and drank my tea. I wish Niall was here with me. I love how he looks in the morning. To be honest I love how he looks all the time. He makes me blush. And give me butterflies in my stomach. No one has ever given me butterflies when I look at them. He's special, I can feel it.
I decided to go upstairs and get dressed. So I took my shirt with stripes and my black ripped skinny jeans. They are basically very very skinny. I can sit down, but they're still very skinny haha. Niall always tell me to buy new jeans because they're ripped. But I like them. You know they are my favourite jeans so why should I buy new ones?
I fixed my hair and sprayed a little perfume on myself so I could smell good when I'm with Niall, and always. When I have fans everywhere it's important to smell good. I like having fans around but if they only scream it's a little difficult to talk to them, because I like to talk to our fans, because of them we would not be here today. The hardest thing for me, being in a band, is that you doesn't have privaticy.. I could be with Niall already if management would let us come out. But somehow they don't let us. Have no idea why. Jaymi from Union J came out under X Factor.. Why couldn't we came out then? I ask myself that everyday. But, at the same time, I'm scared to come out - really. What will the fans think? Will they leave us? Will One Direction split up?
I forgot the time by stand and think of Niall, so now it was nearly 12 o'clock and I had to hurry to Niall before he thinks I forgot him. Who can forget Niall? The perfect blonde boy who makes everybody smile by just live his dream..
I grabbed my phone and texted Niall.
To: Niall <3
"Hiiiiiiiiii. I hopes you're awake, because I'm on my way to you now, baby."
Haha I love teasing with him. But to be honest, I liked the way he was about to call me baby. It's cute. He is cute.
I got a quick answer from Niall.
From: Niall <3
"Yes I'm awake. And don't tease with me. I'm sorry I called you baby."
Haha. Adorable. I texted back.
To: Niall <3
"Haha. It's alright Niall, don't worry. I'm just teasing with you. xx"
Yes I just did "xx". Can't I do that? Like I know he's gay and maybe gay people does that to each others? I got a text back, from Niall.
From: Niall <3
